Life of Jasonyap

處女座

2012-02-10T08:09:00.000-08:00

處女座喜歡在傷心的時候聽傷心的歌
喜歡在開心的時候和在乎的人分享

常常口是心非，想拒絕卻開不了口
朋友挺多，但懂的不多

不喜歡主動聯繫別人，但不是不在乎
不喜歡欠別人，也不喜歡別人欠自己

處女很安靜，也很瘋癲。
我就是我，不是我沒心沒肺，我只是對很多事看得很開。

處女座，耐心、體貼，而且節儉。
會努力把複雜的事情完成，有時候會不想破壞友誼
所以麻煩事乾脆自己做，久了免不了就會擔太多的責任。
你的情緒相當敏感，也常會受傷

處女座喜歡折磨人
一會兒對你好，一會兒對你壞

處女座喜歡自欺欺人，一直說以後一切都會好
處女座很壞很壞，壞的願意用整個生命去愛你
處女座有點冷，不擅長對初識的人嶄露過多的笑顏，特別是異性。
一定要對方先流露出對他有好感，他才散發她的熱情。

處女座沒有平淡的愛，若不是全部，就是沒有

處女座的熱情可以把你融化
處女座的冷漠可以讓你對自己產生懷疑
處女座的霸道往往叫你無可奈何
處女座的聰慧讓你連連歎息
處女座的冒失讓你斜線三條
處女座的固執讓你火冒三丈
處女座的幽默讓你覺得人生很快樂
處女座故裝的堅強會讓你產生想疼惜的念

我是最特別、最個性、距神最近的星座♥

Citated from :
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梦里有梦见了你

2012-01-27T18:17:00.000-08:00

昨晚我应为伤心又去喝了酒。

本来是没事的

因为朋友的大哥

一直给我喝

又混合啤酒

那晚心还是不是很开心哦

就很早就睡了

那一晚我又梦见了你

当时我看见你

手上有个宝宝

不知为么

我看见你和宝宝在一起

我也很生气

可能就是那个宝宝并不是我的

你对着我笑

但我笑不去来

看见你又恨又爱

真的是很难过

看见你被别人抛弃

我心也有酸酸的感觉

当时在想也和你不听我的话

为何你要跑掉。。。

看见你

我不懂的怎样面对

看见宝宝

心有软了

我很想拥有自己的宝宝

可是命运往往不是在理想中的奔跑

我很不想和你见面

应为看见你，想起你对我的对待

当我生气地离开你坐的地方

你一直在看着我

心里还是感觉怪怪的

突然间

雨也下了

看见你和宝宝在雨中淋雨

我真担心

很快的就跑到你身边

为你和你宝宝挡雨

在那一秒之间

我知道我对你

又一次的心软了

真的是个笨蛋哦

当时我好奇心就问了你

那个宝宝是谁的

你说：“是你的”

当时我想那有可能

你一定是骗我的啦

我：　“武说八道，你又再说谎言。死性不改没药可救！＂

你：　“对不起啦。宝宝是领养会来的”

我：“你那个男人呢？”

你：“被抛弃了，给他骗了”

看见你傻傻的样子

感觉上你有一点不真常

好像疯了

再问你俩句

我很肯定你是疯了

在你一下，我心里开始同情你

眼泪开始慢慢的流下了

突然就醒了

就快快地把梦境写下来

可是忘了很多的渺小事情

－－－－－－－－－－－－故事完毕－－－－－－－－－－－

当处女座遇到天蝎座

2012-01-19T04:01:00.000-08:00

处女每一天都在想念天蝎

每一天都会找天蝎

明知道天蝎不爱回短信但是处女还是定时的发一个关心的短信
处女常常都会想起那一晚第一眼见到天蝎
那种感觉是从来没感觉过
就像一见钟情

那一晚
处女和天蝎玩的很开心很愉快
处女和天蝎在一起那一刻
让身边的朋友觉得他们像情人

不懂得天蝎心里如何
可是在处女的眼中既有天蝎一人的存在

处女很想回到那一晚和天蝎在一起的时刻
不用多说话，漫长的快乐，完美的一晚。

处女还知道，
那一晚陪着天蝎
喝酒跳舞对笑
真的很快乐

当天蝎醉了，
处女很担心
看见天蝎
傻傻的笑
美丽的眼睛
无言的对话
互相依靠
情景真的让人迷在当总

天蝎的简单的性格
把处女的心跳得很快
很快乐，很温和

天蝎的笑容
迷了处女的心

看见天蝎傻傻的笑
也把处女冷酷的心情也笑了起来

当时处女很肯定
他找到了Miss Right
可是天蝎好想没么感觉

那晚处女很想和天蝎表白
可是怕太快了

那一天感觉上不想是第一天遇见天蝎
和天蝎在一起时
感觉很想认识了很久

处女不及不觉的就爱上了天蝎
处女并不是随便的爱上一个人
可是在那么短的时间里就爱上了天蝎

处女的朋友说，她因该是你想找的人
看得出你对她的眼神充满了爱和温柔
处女也很想和天蝎在一起
可是怕表白后就会把天蝎吓跑

天蝎你的冷酷的对待把处女的心弄得很乱
处女以及以来心也很清醒可是遇到了天蝎
就把处女的心弄到乱乱
乱倒很开心应为找到了真爱

处女身边的朋友也感觉到处女对天蝎的爱并不是玩玩的
处女也很想进入天蝎的心里

---------To Be Continue------

累了
今天很期待相见天蝎
可是最后都是一个人看天空
泪水滴在脸上

-------Continuation-----------
昨晚处女发现了一个秘密
可是真实是个误会？

处女发现天蝎和一个男去玩了
处女当初还以为天蝎在忙碌工作
那位男在网络写了 “最近很多人追我的女人”

处女当时心里就慌了
感觉上被欺骗了感情

心里痛得很
眼泪为开始慢慢地流去了
可是心痛的不是因为
恨天蝎
而是不明白为何天蝎没说清楚

傻傻的处女
很快就心碎了
因为爱上了天蝎

处女很快找好友来谈心事
在好友面前差点就哭了去来
因为真的很痛

心情慢慢的平复起来
可是心里还是不舒服
因为还是不相信天蝎会欺骗
心里还是抱住希望

很想找天蝎但是也不敢

不久过后，
天蝎突然回了处女的短信
天蝎说
“他并不是我男友，是我的好朋友。我们一起去玩了”
处女当时的心情有点慌
不懂的要回天蝎么
处女说
“好吧。。。有点说不出话。心情有点乱和慌。晚安”

傻傻的处女回了那份短信后
很希望能得到回信
可是并没回信

傻傻的等待
处女开始放空了
不懂能干么
即使能等

不久过后
反反复复的心情然处女感觉的很累
就慢慢地睡了下去

可是不断的醒过来
看看电话是否有短信
可是还是没有

痛着心扉

Realise how much You Meant to me

2012-01-18T09:29:00.000-08:00

It wasn't long ago you appeared in my life..
When counting backward of days we met each others way only one hand count only
but it's seem like we knew each other long ago (For me) that's how it felt like
I'm not sure how much you felt about me in your life but well
You Just Meant something very much to me

Kinda silly though
The feeling of falling in love again...
Falling in love with you just felt like a shockwave blinded everything in my vision
and you are the only shining stars that i could see and think of..

I wonder when was the last time i even felt in love with someone

How would i say it...

You always made me think of you now and then
but it isn't worry.. It's rather caring bout you

I know you are well independent person
Workaholics
Passionate person
Booming interest in your work
and Nevertheless, you are really a Chiong Ghost
always overworking yourself

I really care for you

Today you indeed freak me out..
Missing for 10hours :'(

Well somehow, somewhere I know you will be alright
Cause you would be mostly too passionate in your work like you always do

You really a strong personality person which make me unconsciously fall in love with you
Crazy but it's true...

Having you dangling in my thought every now and then really do enjoyed it a lot
I would rather say, it was never an option to worry about you
Because you will be just fine...
Just that i would wanna you to know that i care for you all the time :)

Don't forget our date k?

P.S : Wonder did you ever read only of these but you gonna be the one I would be caring for...

Hope you will be having a good rest tonight ..
iie iie

Little Scorpio II

2012-01-17T09:07:00.000-08:00

Today really had an awesome day with you.
I never knew you would say yes.
Had a long talk with you before the BBQ started

Since like you really have lots of understanding and opinions in lots of thing
You make me thrived such great interest in my conversation.

You really a very interesting person...
Talked about so much thing

I remember the way your smile and giggle..
You really awesome!!

The first time I enjoyed a BBQ so much..
Remind me of you making chicken wing
Seriously they are really awesome!
Very skillful huh?

I think everyone love the chicken wing you made

Just like how everyone love your presence tonight :)

Really hope to have your presence more often..
You are really a very unique person

We shared the same garlic sausage, made chicken wings together
Made BBQ mushroom..

Funny we had the first batch of mushroom.. taste sweet!! Honeylicious
Then we made an awesome tomyam mushroom..

There's so much happy moment in a day which are so memorable
You are really special to me i would say..

Maybe you did not notice it but well you really are...

After the BBQ having short conversation with you..
Found out you are much more interesting than i thought you were

Find one day i must really go on game with you...
I could imagine how crazy you will be playing and laughing all out

Im sure it gonna be something really awesome..

Never had a friend like you before....

Honestly telling you, (If you ever read this)
Knowing you for such short period of time seem like it have been a very long time
I never felt so comfortable talking to a new friend as much as you do

Probably you might be the one....

My life have close a door and GOD opened a window for me
And i found you...
The moment i saw you, it just like a sparkling light shining down to me

Lots of coincidence happened today and seem like it's really unexpected..
I will tell you next time if you ask me about it..

I'm very interested to know you more...
and Don't overworked yourself like you always does..

You look tired and exhausted but I'm sure you had lots of fun today
As your smile was always there when i look at you...
Your smile are really beautiful..

I love the way
You Smiled,
You Giggled,
You Teased,
Your Curious Eye,
Your Excited look
Your Joyful look
Your prideful look
Your confidence self..

It's really comfortable to have you around
You are really a passionate person

Little Scorpio, You made a big change in how i see things in certain aspects
Thanks you for appearing in my life when things began as a New!

Wait for the right time...

Little Scorpio

2012-01-16T07:57:00.000-08:00

Recently been hanging around at night a lot..
Well i rather say i would like to have a change of life..
This change made me found you

Well it's your first time hanging around in those place, so do I
Meeting you at the changing point of my life probably just another window been opened for me

I really glad that i spent the whole night with you,
Drinking, Dancing, Eating and Chatting

You made me found back what i have lost in the past
A new feeling, a new approach...

I still remembered the gaze of your eyes, the charm of your smile
I have never spoken to someone so new yet felt so comfortable with

You were drunk and staying by your side throughout the hours was fun..

Accompany you eating some simple food do brings good memories and feelings

The feeling of being trusted and rely on seem very strongly felt on that night.

Honestly, writing this here kinda weird but i never had a chance to speak to you face to face

I wonder did i ever freak you out...

I rather admit i have strong feeling throughout you

You emit a very special feeling and I'm really interested to know you more

I hope you would really talk to me and not even freak out when you read this

All these years i have been confining myself and been missing out lots of opportunities
Because i had not dare to speak out my true feeling..

I never requested anything much from you.. All i want is knowing you more
And Honestly, I'm just very interested in you

And Lastly, I don't read people's mind, I'm just a better analytic skills than others
I love the way you keep your secret and your true self yet able to burst out your emotion at MAX

Knowing you for just a short period of time, seem nothing much to you
But it's seem to be a very obvious change in me...

I won't deny or hide my feeling anymore like i used to last time

I just wanna say it straight that I'm Interested in you

-------------------To be Continue----------------------------

某某

2012-01-12T07:13:00.000-08:00

我还记得那一天我第一眼见到了你
你留了一个很深刻的记忆给我
从那一天见到你，我每一天都会左右看看
想把你找出来
从那天开始不及不觉就对你产生了感觉
找了很多天后才发现了你

我还记得那一天见到你笑容
真的迷人

不要你太多的爱……不要你的任何承若……
也不要你给的任何责任……
不要你深深的记得我……不要你记得我们……
曾经拥有的一切和美好的回忆……
只要让你偶尔的时候还会想起我……
偶尔想起哪个曾经爱你的人……
哪个曾经带着微笑给你温柔的人....

其实我。。。。

2011-12-26T00:56:00.001-08:00

其实我真的好想你，但是你永远都不会理解我。

我没有很想你
我只是在早上醒来的时候，看看手机，有没有你发来的信息，有没有你的未接来电。

我没有很想你
我只是在上网的时候，首先关注你的空间，看看你最近是不是有更新。

我没有很想你
我只是在聊天的时候，翻阅你发给我的短信，看着你的照片，回忆一下那些美好时光

我没有很想你
我只是饿了会想你饿么，冷了想你会冷么..

我没有很想你
我只是走在大街上看到男男女女，好希望那一对对里有我们..

我没有很想你
我只是把你的来电调成唯一的铃音，放在我身边，并时不时的看看是否自动关机，是否信号良好 ..

我没有很想你
我只是在吃小吃的时候，想如果你能和我一起吃，那该是多幸福的事 ..

我没有很想你
我只是在听歌的时候，偶尔会被某句歌词击中，脑中出现短暂的空白..

我没有很想你
我只是想看看你的样子，听听你的声音 ..

我没有很想你
我只是在别人无意提起你的时候，愣在那里，不知答话..

我没有很想你
我只是在睡前紧握着手机，等待着你的情话，等待着你说晚安..

我没有很想你
我只是睡不着的时候想想你，但是，我不知道我是因为睡不着而想你，还是因为想你而睡不着..

我没有很想你
我只是在每次醒来的时候，第一个想到你 .

Why Should I?

2011-12-25T01:08:00.000-08:00

Why Should I keep caring for you?

I can't stop myself from thinking of you, checking you out..

Although you have limited me at all possible way to cant see any of your updates

All i want is to know how are you doing.

I don't know how have i become annoying

Why Should I keep dreaming of you?

I cant control what im dreaming

I don't know how could i stop it

Every night in my dream, I will be dreaming of you

Waking up at a random hours of the night

Woke up and shed tears.

Why Should I remain so silly?

I wish i can stand up stronger

No longer so weak and depress

Why should i care for someone whom hurt me?

I have no idea

Why should i care so much about honesty?

Because i believe life should be live with honestly and no lies

When you don't lie to someone people will not lie to you

But the truth is, the more you being honest, people deem to treat you

as you are lying even you are truly honest.

Why should i be so loyal?

Because i felt loyalty always is the key for a successful relationship

but apparently it's not the only key.

I been living a life full of idealism and honesty

But this isn't life

Life is about surviving through every obstacles with all means

Why should i keep running?

I been running through my life chasing for the best

Trying to be the Best of all

Trying my best to be the Top

Top in study, Top in relationship and top in everything

but never realise how stupid is these

Why should i be such a miserable Virgo?

Being a typical Virgo seem to kill my life off..

Virgo tense to hurt people feeling without realizing it

Well i probably said thing too straight forward without filtering

But every word and things i said because it's the truth and it helped even though it might hurt

Why should i being so straight forward?

Because i felt that everything should come in a sync that nothing should be hide

Why do people dislike being straight forward? All you just needed to do is answer the question straight to the point

Why do you wanna ask back a question? Why could you answer it straight forward

i felt that being straight forward is not to drag thing too long or far..

Is it wrong being straight forward?

Do people love to turn a big circle to answer a certain something?

Why should i remain so depressed?

Well who can i seek my happiness from?

Friends? Where are they?

Family? I dunno how to express myself

Maybe im just turning the corner of the cliff

Why should i still be in such condition?

I wish someone could put back a laughter on my face..

I wish i could stop thinking bout things

I wish i could become more cheerful

I wish i could know more friends

I wish someone would tell me what's my problem is

Please stop praising me that I'm very smart, very capable, very nice and this and that

Do you know how i felt when you guys telling me that?

I never wanted to be so extreme good

I wish im more social-able more friend

more listener more good buddies

I realize that friend around me

come and go

when I'm worth some value

friend come by

When I'm no longer worth anything

I'm like a bypasser or a stranger

When I'm alone, where have you guys been?

I wish there's like true friend ever existed

Someone that would scold me when im like a crap

someone that would listen to me when im sad

Someone that would let me be myself

Someone that could let me cry in front of w/o any fear of shame

Someone that could smile and laugh with me like there's no tomorrow

Someone that could allow me to hug on and hang on whenever im down

Someone that wouldn't praise me like I'm a talented person

This person once existed in my life but went off again

And when could this someone ever come back again

Year 2011 is the Year i experience the most painful year of my 22nd

I have lost 2 of the most important people in my life

and lost it completely

18th September Baby (Very True bout me)

2011-12-16T10:03:00.000-08:00

‎9月18日充满神秘感
宫位：处女座24o-26o
处女座三
变动的土象
9月18日出生的人非常重视隐私，常给人一种［神秘客］的感觉，但不知为什么，他们总是从事与群众有密切关系的工作。他们拥有很隐密的个人世界，使得外人不是那么容易进入；此外，他们或许会依赖他人，但并不会永远依赖。由于富有决断与出其不意的行事风格，他们很可能会即赢得关上友谊与爱情的大门。因此，除非与他们交往的人都有心理准备，知道他们随时有变心的一天，否则跟他们交往会是件很危险的事。

出生于这一天的人很有功成名就的本事，但是他们也很可能被一再的失败与厄运给缠住。在他们的一生中，美丽是最大的主题。另外，他们对于各种形式的纷争、暴力与激烈的竞争极为敏感，对于这些纷扰，他们只希望能躲得越远越好。事实上，9月18日出生的人不善于处理过多的压力，尽管他们拥有显眼与吸引人的外貌，上天却不一定也赋予他们同样程度的自信心。

然而，当9月18日出生的人面对复杂的问题时，却能应付得很好，这是因为他们很喜欢将事情理出个头绪来。也很希望能了解事情的真相，为了让他们可以一个人单独探索内心的奥秘。爱思考、深思熟虑与深沉是他们的特质，也因此，他们看待生命的态度非常严肃，甚至过于严肃了。

不管是在个人成长的历程、艺术上的表达，或是社会关系的一种互动，大多数出生于9月18日的人都和某种信仰或崇拜有着特别的关系。由于他们具有专心致志特质，非常适合从事研究工作，以及过着一种不受干扰与潜心忘我的生活形态。可是长久处于这种孤绝独立的生活，很可能会产生情绪失控的问题，但在另一方面，也可能会为他们带来一种神秘的感觉，这种神秘感会使得他们更加引人着迷与好奇。想与他们交往的人必须异清楚，何时可以走近他们，何时又必须离开他们。要和9月18日出生的人建立持久的关系，成功机率端赖是否能敏锐地把握住这种绝妙、毫不牵绊的相处时机。

9月18日出生的人经常会有远行的机会，不管是身体的或是心灵的。他们也比较不愿意仪在过去，一般而言，他们会听任过去的一切随风消逝，不会重新开启一段已经结束的议题或失败的人际关系。

幸运数字和守护星
9月18日出生的人会受到数字9（1＋8＝9）与火星的影响，当火星和水星（处女座的主宰行星）的影响力联合在一起时，会赋予人敏捷的心智，却不太有交际手腕，甚至可以说是笨拙。9月18日出生的人必须控制自己的脾气，不要无理地拒绝他人，如果他们能驾驭信这种情绪上的冲动，以及善用火星与水星的正面特质便能获致良好的结果。数字9会使出生于这一天的人很强的求生能力。

健康
9月18日出生的人很容易罹患慢性病，它的起因有时候是一桩严重的意外或手术。他们比较脆弱的地带包括腹腔、生殖器官、肾脏与肾上腺。当9月18日出生的人的健康出了问题时，他们会很快地适应这种情况，并且变得相当节制与清心寡欲，喳他们最好是以一种更为积极有交往的方式去对抗病魔，而不只是消极地接受与配合。对于食物和性爱的欲望，不应该成为紧张时的纾解或发泄试，不论是禁欲或纵欲，过与不及都不好。当身心失调时，9月18日出生的人特别会做出自我毁灭的举动，因此建议他们遇到这种情形时，或许可以从针灸、脊椎批量压治疗法与瑜珈当中得到一些帮助。

建议
学着更加不屈不挠，有时冲突是在所难免的。试着了解自己的身体在跟你说些什么，不要忽略了身体所产生的徵状。神秘的特质有时会挡住外面亮丽的阳光，开朗一点吧。

名人
葛丽泰嘉宝(Greta Garbo)瑞典裔美籍电影女明星与偶像，成名之后即隐居于纽约住所，“我不想被打扰”她就。她以爱用宽边帽著名，夙有“神秘女郎”之称，曾和罗伯泰勒主演电影版《茶花女》。

美国电影、电视两栖演员布莱克(Robert Blake)，作品有《贝雷塔》(Barretta)。

美国舞蹈家与百老汇编舞者德米勒(Agnes DeMille)，他的编舞不论是芭蕾或百老汇歌剧，大多取材自美国民间流传的故事。

诺贝尔物理学奖得主麦克米伦(Edwin McMillan)，利用粒子回旋加速器发现希原素。

英国摄影师与电影导演卡迪夫(Jack Cardiff)，特色是构图美妙、格调不俗，作品有《儿子与情人》，曾获奥斯卡金像最佳摄影金像奖。

加拿大总理迪芬贝克(John Diefenbaker)，在他的努力下使当政的自由党政府沦为少数党，并创下先后13次代表故乡进入国会的纪录。

塔罗牌

大秘仪塔罗牌的第18张是“月亮”，主要代表梦境、情感和潜意识的世界。传统上月亮的形象是女性的力量和情感的化身。因此，牌面正立时，代表敏感、体谅与感同身受；牌面倒立则表示情感上的顺从、被动和缺乏自我。

静思语

宇宙中的每一件事物都是活生生的。

优点
深思熟虑、认真、有审美观。

缺点
封闭、困扰、消极。

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如果当时的我会做到这7个东西；

2011-11-18T22:57:00.001-08:00

如果当时的我会做到这7个东西；

1.如果你的女朋友在你面前哭了，无论什么原因，请抱紧她，再反抗也要抱紧，趴在桌子上永远没有在你怀里安心；

2.如果你的女朋友指出了你的不是，请不要总是嫌她唠叨，若不是因为在乎她不会说你；

3.如果你的女朋友和你赌气不理你，不要也学她，这正是考验你们的时候，“脸皮厚”的精神此时不发扬又更待何时；

4.如果你的女朋友不听你的话，转身走了，一定要追上她，若真的还爱着，丢下她一个人你又如何放心呢；

5.如果你的女朋友说“你走吧，我不想理你了”，千万不要相信，女人最是口是心非，其实那是她最需要你的时候；

6.如果你的女朋友生气了，说心情不好不想吃饭，千万不要问她想干吗想吃什么，她一定说什么都不要，买好你记忆里她最爱吃的东西（最好是有包装的，这样等她心情好了再吃也不会冷），但一定不要以自己也不吃来威胁她；

7.如果你的女朋友对你们说狠话，请保持三秒钟不说话，然后搂过她的肩，笑笑说：“老婆，你讲话的声音真可爱！”

珍惜你们的女朋友，不要把她们想的坏想的复杂，女人要的永远最简单！

她忙碌的时候不一定就是充实，或许只是因为寂寞，所以，如果你爱上她，就不要怕打扰她；

她跟你吵架时不一定就是真有事，而是想撒娇没找对途径，错误的以为这样你就会注意到她；

吵完架不要给她时间冷静，实际上她一点也不需要冷静，她需要你跟她说话哄哄她；

她想哭时先不要问原因，而是在任何时候任何状态下，都先给她一个肩膀让她有依靠；

她不知道该怎么办时就喜欢说分手，多半都是在以退为进，尽管常常让自己没有了下台阶；

她整天跟你唠叨个没完时，是因为她还在爱你愿意与你分享，女人不爱的方式，才是沉默；

她成了“黄脸婆”的原因常是因为沮丧，而这种沮丧一定和你的爱有关，所以，也就能够改变；

她梦想一些不切合实际的浪漫时，不要粗暴地打断她，如果连梦想也枯萎的女人更可怕；

大多数时候她都是动态的，你也千万别总是静态，相处时你们更需要互动，哪怕是争执不休；

女人都是水做的，所以情愿热着她也别冷着她，不然一过了零度她就会结成了冰，最终冻着你；

她有时候需要听一些谎言，比如要你说什么你就说什么，在你不脸红的情况下说到她脸红；

她烦闷的时候最不喜欢一个人待着，这时候她是不会嫌你烦的，你越跟她缠绵她心里就越好受；

当她吃醋的时候可不是好玩的，最有效的办法还是让她无醋可吃，要不在醋缸里淹死的可是你；

女人的眼泪并不都是珍珠，但你一定每次都把它们当成珍珠，这样她才会变得连哭都很吝啬；

她说得话你可以适当忽略，但在她需要你的时刻请陪在她身边，这常常可以让她回味一辈子；

女人都是感性的，所以常会做出一些你认为弱智的事情，也正因为如此，她才需要你的提醒与呵护；

不是所有的女人做了母亲后都会长大和变得坚强，所以，正确教育孩子的重任常常是在你的肩膀上；

她骂你的时候是因为爱你，她打你的时候也是因为爱你，这一点上和男人的表现刚好完全相反；

温柔的女人也会有脾气，坚强的女人也会有脆弱，独立的女人也会有固执，你选择了她就请承担她！

True Relationship

2011-10-27T05:59:00.000-07:00

True relationship

What's true relationship to you is?

Crossing hand all the time

Hugging each other all the time

or even Kissing each other?

It actually not

A true relationship is actually very simple and it only needed just few aspect

(i) Honesty

(ii) Loyalty

(iii) Trust

(iv) Love

Isn't it sound pretty easy?

But how many of you able to have all of these element?

(i) Honesty

-able to tell your partner everything without trying to camourflage or hide

-able to speak out everything without any intention to lie

-being straight forward in every conversation

-no lies, fraud or prank in relationship

Do you think is easy? I bet not much of you can do it

But i have been doing it ever since i know you

(ii) Loyalty

-loving one without any hesitation

-loving one without any intention to fall for another person

-never drift off to another new relationship

-always loving your partner as tomorrow is the Final Destination in life

(iii) Trust

-trusting your partner with everything she said

-build in trust to believe there's no fishy or hanky panky behind

-believing in the future up ahead

Trust is a bit difficult to achieve if Honesty and Loyalty is missing

(iv) Love

-this is easy to said but hard to do as it's not a general form

-love with purity and loyalty

-love come with care and concern

-love isnt just a word, it an action of love

-Love with guts love with pride

-Loving you with my everything

A true relationship is when you can tell each other

ANYTHING and EVERYTHING

(every single thing which u think is unnecessary but it meant everything to your partner, as nothing is every UNNECESSARY in relationship, why would you NOT telling? Would you rather causes misunderstanding and fight only it's time to be truthful?)

Think about it

NO LIES AND NO SECRETS

Life there's always ups and downs

When things are down under,

It's just telling us to support each other to climb back up

Not giving up and let it fall even down under...

No matter how, when things are worst..

I'll be the one whom stand at the bottom most to give you the push back to top even by all

mean it will make me fall even under till into the soil..

Waiting

2011-10-25T07:17:00.000-07:00

Have you guys felt before the pain and suffering when waiting for someone you love?

I can tell you, the feeling is very painful because you see the clock ticking every second, every minute every hours to reach the time you expecting to see that particular someone

That feel is seriously torturing..

People says

Happy moment, times fly

Sad Moment, times doesnt even move

When you waiting for that particular person and you cant find her

you are not allowed to contact her

you are not allowed to ring her

you are not allowed to sms her

Even if you did contact, ring or sms her

Your replies was never been replied

Your replies took several hours to get ONE single reply

and that particular SINGLE reply is short and basically have no meaning in it

Your replies is completely ignored

During that moment of waiting,

You do not know what happening around her

You do not know whether is she alright

You do not know if things are good

You do not know who is around her

You do not know how to make her talk to you

You do not know how to NOT pissed her off

While she was

Enjoying her time

Taking all the possible sweet moment

Having lots of fun

Having chit chat like chatterbox

Having meals

Whilst you are

Waiting for the time to pass

Neglected your daily routine

Missing out meals

Isolating yourself from others

Sitting or lying down doing nothing

Restless waiting

Even if you tried to distract or indulge yourself and concentration on

Work

Entertainment

Leisure

Pleasure

Food

But those doesnt last long as your heart will fly back to the restless waiting time

People that never waited

You will never understand how painful it is

Saying is easy like asking you to

Rest/ Take a break

Study

Revise

Entertainment

Well it really depends on how important that person to you

Imagine you are waiting your lover, a person whom you are

Eagerly to talk to

Missing her

Thinking of her

A lot things to share

A lot question to ask

A lot of thing wanted to know about her

and many more

That feeling is a slow process torturing and pain

No matter how you tried to find her, she just doesnt reply you or contact you

I really wonder

Is the person whom waiting is a BLOODY IDIOT or just another Great Lover?

The person whom be waited?

Do you know how people felt?

Have you try put yourself in people shoe to think for others?

Imagine you are in such situation

Unless probably because you just have no feeling of wanting to

Meet him

See him

Miss him

Talk to him

Love him

Care for him

Of course you feel there's no problem at all to all these

Sometime i really wonder..

Should people whom been always waiting for another actually learnt to put that person down

and let it go

Since that other person whom be waited doesnt appreciate nor understand the pain you going through

yet enjoying all the possible fun she could have

Will you ever START to UNDERSTAND how WAITING FELT like?

Try figure it out or try it out..

And you will know making people whom longing to see and meet you for such a LONG PERIOD of time

is a real SUFFERING!!

Please feel thankful if there's people whom willing to do so

Try to ease their pain by even just giving them regular reply

Unless you particularly hated that person a lot

Sometime is just felt like

Questions and Doubt of my Decision

2011-10-17T04:34:00.000-07:00

Recently in the past 2-3 weeks,

My life undergo some major changes that more or less changes me

Things wasnt really going fine within myself

for unable to accept what had happened

Been thinking and worrying for days and nights

that i have lost myself within my own thought

Questions and Doubt been running to my mind every now and then

every second, every minutes, every hours and every days for weeks

It's still happening

Being unable to rest well

having lots of nightmare and terrify about the past

Practically im lost

several major changes happened

I grown up in some aspect that i could face thing in a better manner

but on the other hand i still have myself that being too worried about a lot related issue

Maybe this is how a typical Virgo

Seek for perfection,

Seek for truth

Prepared for future

Look far beyond

Think of all possible possibility

Reaching far for answer

For me, i would really wanna know crystal clear truth on what had happened

I have a lot question to myself to ask and to know

I been asking a lot thinking a lot and doubting a lot

even question myself did i did the right thing to bring you back

im uncertain about my answer

the uncertaincy that make things worse for myself

every night only able to sleep for few hours and awake from nightmares

Well probably im still able to handle well,

As i do not wanna disappoint my family that put a lot of effort and time

to send me oversea to study

Academically i hope to performed well

In term of my own life,

Im trying to survive

Life is about survival

Im not sure whether how should i keep asking about it and my doubt and questions

are unanswered..

a lot of doubt question and uncertaincy

asking myself how can i stop thinking

i tried hard not to think

but some scenario and incident happen around me

remind of it

It's hard to removed when lovely thing happen in front of me doesnt reflect us

but that incident

There's a saying "People cry not because they are weak; it because they have been strong for too long"

I do believe that saying is right

because all the while

I been trying to be strong to protect you in the shadows

doing a lots of thing to ensure you are safe

apparently nothing much have been known

neither i would want it to be known

But you couldnt felt it

Have you ever think of me when u say good bye?

Have you ever think of me when you went off to him?

Was i unworthy for you that time?

I have no idea

Sometime i would rather you shout at me with your true heart then you kept it within urself

We do have something in common

We tends to keep think in our heart

But i really hope you wouldnt do that again

Remember you once said

"Foresee the future of us, we gonna kiss we gonna hold each other dearly..."

This sentence meant a lot to me..

Im hoping to see you soon

and would really love to sit down and have a one to one talk with you

without any disturbance

such as Facebook, MSN, friends, Homeworks, studies or anything

Hope for the world with only two of us

Do you know,

How many time we actually went out with only 2 of us?

It wasnt much

Your friends were always there most the time

and your concentration wasn't on me

You might not know how to see facial expression or psychology of me

but it isnt hard to read and understand me

I'm a simple guy with simple desire

I wanted is a pure and true relationship

filled with honesty, truthful and love and loyalty

Simple yet difficult to achieve..

I always been honest , truthful and loyal to you for 5years

Without a strong love, it not even possible to achieve

I'm still upset regarding the incident happen

it's really a very deep cut thorn that embedded and sealed within my heart and mind

is hard to imagine what had happened during that time

and the every single thing you had did

i have a lot of questions and doubt

Im been asking myself

what have i did wrong?

why should it be like that?

why hvnt you listen to me?

why you lied to me?

i cant answer it

neither you could...

I blame myself for being a lousy bf

I hope we could

Love like couple

Kiss like couple

Hug like couple

but

Talk like Best friends

Simple? yet it's still difficult...

Nothing come easy

lets bygone be gone?

saying is easy, doing isnt easy at all

99 Simple Fact of Guy (In Bold = Me)

2011-10-12T19:15:00.000-07:00

HERE'S 99 FACTS ABOUT GUYS

( A GUY WHO IS SERIOUSLY IN LOVE AND NOT JUST AN INFACTUATION )

1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.

5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what? Uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate nice boy!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive.

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up. I Have grown up a lot from this..

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”

59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys. (I love it when you smell as you are)

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

Citated from Facebook

挂心

2011-10-10T01:30:00.000-07:00

心情算是平复起来了
可是还是很担心你
你看起来好像坚强起来可是
我觉得你还是以前的你
你的弱点就是心软
我很怕再次失去你

不是我不相信你
就是你的好心和心软
然你太容易相信人

好想一直陪你在身边保护你
你想跑，我明白
可是我不能看着你跌到也然你去
人终是要倒了才会学会站起来

可是，不是每一跌倒都能爬起来
有时候，倒了就一生了

对不起，是我的错
如果不是我，
你也不会跑出去
不跑出去，你就不会受伤了
错的是我
可是现在看见你被过去牵住你不放
我也不能帮上忙
我真的很没用。。。。
无奈的我
只能关心你，担心你，和提醒你
希望你真的能听听我说的话

心软的你
真的让我很无奈
不懂能怎么把你弄醒呢？

以前的事，我不想去想
可是，有他一天，我心不安
很想帮你搞定它

心里很乱
我该怎么办？

你明白我烦么吗？

很想回到你身边～
我不会再然你受伤了
永远都会保护你，
爱护你
疼你

期待我们的将来
是美好的哦？
对吗？

Message in the bottle

2011-10-09T00:23:00.000-07:00

The message in the bottle that calm the heart

Message goes

"He's no longer present in our world.

See ahead is our future.

We gonna hold each other dearly

xoxoxoxoxoxo

Trust me

ILY

Thanks you for the promising word

I trust you

Will see ahead in our future

既有我陪你到老

2011-10-08T19:51:00.000-07:00

在我生命中，爱我的人有很多，被我爱的人是很少

除了家人，外人只有你

你是我一生中爱的人

你能说我还没看好世界里的女人

还是说森林里有数多的树

可是在森林里

有多少的树是我看中的呢？

我很想你知道

我累了

真的是心累，身体累和脑也累了

这五年来

我们经过的破裂

风波

摇动

也不少

而是很多很多

我走到很累了

我很想停下来

我不是想离开你

只是不想再过那么了的生活

我是很想很想停下来

不想每天担心你

不想每天怕你会离开我

不想每天怕你被人骗还是认识错的人

我很想保护你

不是应为你弱

是应为我爱你

不爱不担心

也不是我不相信你

我相信你是真的爱我的

可怕

我不能再陪你跑下去了

我真的累了

心里绞碎

我很想稳定下来

我懂你不想停下来

年青活泼很爱跑

不爱稳定下来

可是我累了

我想有个家

有个老婆

有个开心的家

我是有想过才问你

愿不愿意嫁给我

我不是想绑住你

真的不是

我不是和你说过

好几天了

我睡不好

每一个下时

到起来

记得吗？

那几晚

我在想

我还能和你跑在那么多风坡，海浪和摇动下吗

每晚

我都在哭

哭是应为

我在没力气去追你了

五年来

说长不长，说短也不短

可是经历的每个事情也不简单

可能给你没么

可是给我

是很大事

想在平衡线

不想再跌下来了

也不想要爬上去

我想和你结婚是应为

我真的爱你

不是应为我懒得跑

度过了上的破裂

我真的是很累很累

我不是冲动

不是要绑你

而是我真的是想好了

我想和你在一起到老

为么叫老婆?

应为

既有我陪你到老

才会有老婆老公

你永远也会是他最不舍得的女人

2011-10-02T23:44:00.000-07:00

人终是要学会放下。
我想开了。
我们已经低到了终点。
你不爱我没关系
既要你记得，我们曾经有过一个难忘的感情
希望你能找到你的幸福
你的快乐

我会默默的爱着你

应为爱所以才放手
然你找你的幸福

希望我们再见面还是朋友

你痛过，哭过，伤害过，
是时候，然你开心得过你喜爱的生活

如果有一天，你想起我的话
就想起当年的我们
人应该是过得开开心心
而不是悲哀与愤怒

虽然我还会想起你
但是我再不会扯住你了

想再看见你的笑容
但我知道，我再也不会看见你对我的微笑

就让我为我们的过去而后悔
你没错，错在我缺乏安全感

好想再听见你的快乐的声音

希望你能找到跟爱你的人

我不要求多

我可能不是最好的朋友
但是我希望我们还能做朋友
你说我没好好的听过你说心事
就让我作为你的耳朵
好好在认识你多一次

当是给我多一次的了解你
做个好朋友

有缘的话，才谈将来～

P.S :
请给我多一点时间来学会完全放下你。谢谢你一直爱护了我五年。
我不会忘记我们的过去，而是放在心里做回忆。
请你记住，你曾经有一位男生和你经历过一段很难忘的爱情故事。
那位男士也会爱你爱到永远。你永远也会是他最不舍得的女人。

慢长的路，远长的痛

2011-10-02T21:10:00.000-07:00

今天过得很辛苦。不懂的为么，心里一直都在想你。

真的那么难放下吗？

我知道你不想我找你

但是我心里就是一直想找你

现在我只能一个人默默的想你而不能找你

我真的在努力的不去想

我很不想去想你应为想你只有我一人。

你过得快乐吗？

你过的幸福吗？

真的是我的离开能给你快乐吗？

明明就是你还爱我

但是为么你要骗你自己？

我搞不懂

是不是你有苦衷吗？

不能坦白告诉我吗？

我心很烦。心里很空

为了不想我一直去想，我就在学校里走走

但是还是不能过放下

我不是要去想但是，是自然性会想起你

希望我能过到今天不找你

时间过得非常慢长
同时在心里痛的越来越痛

我以为我能放下你昨晚

当我一大早起身后，眼睛打开时

心就乱了

那种痛苦是说不去来的痛苦

感觉就像心再哭。

慢长的六个小时已经过去了

但是还是在忍耐

我能度今天不找你吗？

过得今天能过到明天吗？

回家时，天突然下起了雨

但我在淋雨中慢步回家

我发现每当我心里再哭时

老天爷，一定会把天下场雨来安慰我的心

那时我发现，我爱上了下雨天

在那场雨，好像心里就被雨水在淋着

呼气时，心里凉凉的

每个人都在跑去散雨儿我就在雨中慢步

很想一直呆在雨中里哭。
应为当雨水滴在脸上和再哭时是一样的
没人看见我的辛苦
没人看见我的悲哀
没人明白我的心情
痛得要快撑不住了

对你们来说
雨过就天晴
而我
雨过了多少场雨水，心里也不会清醒过来

是我笨吗？
还是是我放不下？
还是我从来多没醒过？

我很想回到过去
还是去一个没感情的世界
很想把心拿去来

有时在想，疯了的人也过得蛮开心的吗
至少每天都在过，自己喜欢的世界里

我现在和疯子没么差别，只是我还能撑着别让自己疯去

没要你的时间过得

很很很很慢长好像一天之内不及二十四小时
而是七十二小时。
时间过得很慢很慢

30th September 2011

2011-09-30T22:00:00.000-07:00

Is another day ending the Month Of September
Supposingly to be a month which I'm most happy of
but things just doesnt get on the right track

Anyway

A friend of mine, name E
Awaken me from my pitiful life
Though i still couldn't let go but well things will work out fine
Wounds doesnt heal fast.

E gave me some Korean lesson
Not sure will E keep on teaching me anot but here is what i learn in an hour time

An nyong = hi/hello (first thing to greet ppl with)
Nae = me
Yi Lem = name
En = is
ib ni da= ending of word? (not sure :p)

First constructed sentence
"An nyong, Nae Yi Lem En Jasonyap id ni da"
(Hello, My name is Jason Yap toot toot toot)
hahaha

Pam gap serp ni dah = glad to meet you

1= il
2= yi
3= sa,
4= sah
5= oh
6= yoi
7 = cil
8= pal
9 = gu
10 = sip
11 = sip il
20= yi sip

all the word sound similar to me
is like mixture of hakka hokkien and chinese in a way

Well that's all about my Korean lesson
My sensei E is missing after that ><"

Wonder will E teach me smthg new

P.S : If you ever wonder is E is a guy or a girl, make a guess
But something to make it straight, E is occupied and not available

haha

Well
Will update if anything up on 1/10/11

2011-09-30T04:00:00.000-07:00

when the fish is hooked on, is not ur choice to be indecisive.. since when can a fisherman determine the fish he caught, he only can determine the preference of the fish via bait

Contented

2011-09-29T22:25:00.000-07:00

People have a lots of aims, motive and greed in everything they possessed and never satisfied with what they have no matter in relationship, financial, social status, materials, academics and people around

Have anyone though of there always things that are greater then what u possessed?

Just like in a relationship

You always tend to complained that your partner is

not thoughtful

not caring

not good looking enough

not smart enough

not rich enough

and many more

Have you ever think about yourself?

Do you think you are the best choice your partner can have?

Out there, in this big world,

There are million of people that have better in every aspect that you have yet your partner chosen you rather then the others

Do you ever learn how to be contented on what you have and appreciate them rather then complaining about it?

Many people does not realized that what they have is good enough for themselves

Human are greed scavenger. We greed for money, We greed for Freedom, We greed for Status, We greed for every possible thing you can compete with.

But have you ever feel contented with what you have?

There's limit to everything you could achieve

There's always things greater or better then what you have

but is it obtainable? is it sustainable? is it achievable?

Ask yourself about it

I saw this photo in Facebook attracted my attention on this issue

Let's have a look

I would like to shared something with you as well

Credit to Jeremy Yap (my brother)

he sent this to me when my heart was broken

A store that sells "New Husbands" has opened in New York City

where woman may go and choose a husband.

Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates:

You may only visit this store ONLY ONCE!

There's six floors and the values of products increases as the shopper ascends the flights

The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up

to the next floor, but you CAN NOT go back down except to exit the building

So a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband

On the First floors, the sign on the doors reads

Floor 1 - "These Men Have Jobs"

She is intrigued but continued to the second floor

On Second Floors, the sign on the doors reads

Floor 2 - "These Men Have Jobs and Love Kids"

"That's nice", she thinks, "but i want more."

So she continues upwards

Third floor sign reads

Floor 3 - "These Men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking"

"Wow", she thinks

but feels compelled to keep going

She goes to fourth floor and the sign reads

Floor 4- " These Men Have Jobs, Love Kids, Drop-dead Good Looking and Helps with Houseworks"

"Oh, Mercy Me!", she exclaims." I can hardly stand it!"

She goes on to fifth floor

The sign read

Floor 5 - "These Men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-Dead Gorgeous, Help with Houseworks and Have a Strong Romantic Streak"

She is so tempted to stay but she goes to the sixth floor

The sign reads

Floor 6 - " You are visitor number 31,234,546 to this floor.

There are no men on this floor.

This floor exists solely as proof that women are impossible to please!!

Thanks you for shopping at The Husband Store

In order to avoid gender bias charges, The owner opened a "New Wives Stores"

just across the street

The first floors sign read

Floor 1 - " These Womens Love Sex"

The 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th and 6th have never been visited.

--------------------------The End--------------------------

Rather funny story but within the story we can see that human are hard to please and contented by the things the could possessed and wanted more, regardless of gender

However, in some cases, guy are easily to please in relationship compare to girls (in my opinion)

Maybe is because I'm one of the guys that felt contented with the girlfriend i have

but doesn't meant my girlfriend felt the same

Anyway no offence!

Cheers with the last joke

Creditted to Jeremy Yap as well

Broccoli : "Im not happy with my look, I look like a tree."

Walnut : " Im no unlucky, I look like a brain."

Mushroom : " That's not too bad, I look like an umbrella."

Banana : " Can you guys please change the topics?"

P.S : Felt Im really the lonely person ><" Haiz

Have a great day ahead with

Last Friday Night - Katy Perry

不想你们担心

2011-09-29T01:39:00.000-07:00

在我最痛苦的时候

最没办法时

依然有你们

我家人

爸妈

弟妹

堂哥堂姐

我朋友

Christine

Chu Ying

Fu Shun

Nicole Teh

Chun Hsien

Balloon

and the rest

我不想然你们为我一担心

不想然你们为我一操心

我知道你们我做的一切都是想让我心里好过

很多时面上的笑容还是要勉强的笑出来

我很对不起你们

应为我无法面对

心很疼，心很痛

一个人时，眼泪流得不停

鼻水也流着不停

对不起！

我真的无法无能

我很想坚强起来

但是很难

我以为我能的

我真的以为我能

但是默默在心里

还是很脆弱

我很不想面对

但是也不能不面对

我是真真的傻与笨小孩

然你们失望了

专一是我的优点

也是我的弱点

放宽心情, 面对生活

2011-09-29T01:18:00.000-07:00

Exported directly from

http://yingzifly.blogspot.com/2010/06/blog-post.html

Thanks you for writing this for me but thing isn't easy

傻孩子，到现在还放不下对方吗？
傻孩子，到现在还想着对方的一点一滴吗？
傻孩子，有些人、有些事、我们可能偏偏放不下。
傻孩子，我来给你做个试验：
你拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。
你烫到手的时候是马上松手了吗？
知道我想说什么了吗？
这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。

傻孩子，
忘了吧，所有你留恋的，你回忆的，你拥有过的。
那些，都已是记忆。
缺失并不可怕，
可怕的，是无法面对。

傻孩子，
你无法轻易忘记放弃，是因为你付出过。
付出了，她就会像柱子一样扎根在心。
不要刻意去逃避，刻意忘记，那只会让你更痛苦。
绕开这个柱子，寻找未来的幸福生活吧。
那里，有你的理想。

傻孩子，
开始新的习惯吧。习惯，每天一个人生活。
习惯，一个人过生日、一个人行走。
习惯，走过熟悉的路，面对熟悉的景。
你逃不掉，逃不掉的。
那么，就勇敢面对，现实。
现实是，一切，画上了句点。

傻孩子，
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧，
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己，
这也是你，成长中的你。
这个你，正在逐渐死去。
新的你，即将重生。寻你的路，你的未来。
你知道的，所有的浩劫，都是成长的祭奠。
做最好的自己，即使，一个人。

傻孩子，
好好，尽情发泄吧。
剥开自己的心，用文字、用声音、用所有能发泄的方式。
泄完了，就要振作。
看吧，你失去的，其实微不足道。
还有那么多人关心着你，以不同的方式，
所以，你并不孤独。
正是这样的失去，让你看清现在所拥有的幸福。

傻孩子，别哭，别再哭，
不值得，真的，不值得了。
把过去尘封吧，别委屈，别不甘心，别不接受。
开始新的旅程吧，去遇见新的风景，新的际遇。
做你该做的事吧，有很多事，等待着你完成呢。

傻孩子，
生活褪去了曾有的颜色，暂时宁静。
别沉沦在这片宁静里，那会毁掉你。
你要明白，虽然残忍，但这个决定，足够正确。
现在的生活，不是你想要的。
为了你的理想，你必须学会适时放弃。
给对方最好的关怀，就是，变的更好、更强大、更幸福。

现在我对你很好、很好很好，你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜。
当某天，你被伤害，想起我，你就会明白了。

所以，当你不想和别人去交往的时候，要对对方好一点，不要让最后的结局成为一个恨字。
即使你不喜欢对方，也不要拒绝对方的一切，因为你没有权利去把对方伤的遍体鳞伤。
不要去拿你不喜欢对方来说话，即使你不喜欢，也别去做伤害对方的行为，要知道，伤害也许会到心里面。
好好的对待对方是最好的，以后的时间是很长的，既然缘分让你们相交，记得珍惜。

送给还在坚持的人们
有时候放手了
可能你就轻松一些了
记得要让自己高兴

我一生中放不了的东西

2011-09-29T01:07:00.000-07:00

在我一生中最放不下的人和东四还是你和你的东西

他们一直陪在我身边，代表了你的存在。

我说我能把你放开但是我知道，在我深深的心里

你依然是存在。

我不能停着想起你。

你的拥抱，你的吻，你的味道，你的微笑

永远都会留在我心里。

因为到了最后，我最爱的人依然是你。

你我说过，然你爱的人幸福才叫做爱

说的蛮简单，但是做得时是很痛苦

我放开你是应为你说

那么样才能然你找回你自己

我能把你人放开但是我不能把我对你的爱放开

应为，我依然是很很很很很爱你

希望你能开心就好了

如果你要看见

如果你知道

如果你没忘

我的心还是属于你的

永远都会是你的

就然我一个人

受苦

等待

希望

我们的爱情的破碎

的结合

我会专心把我的力量放在

学业

工作

家人

也会一直等待你的回来到我身边

我不会放弃我们的爱情

应为是我一生人对你的承诺

每个人说 “为么要为了一棵树放弃整个森林”

但是给我来说

某某在一个那么庞大的森林里，

有哪一棵树能然我一直爱住呢？

我不想很不想把你放开

但是我没办法把你留住

我唯一的骄傲就是我们的五年来的感情

过了数多波折，依然还是在一起

我就不相信老天爷

不会爱护一个有心人的等待

你放弃了我

我也不会放弃你

虽然爱情没可能能一人保住

但是只有等待希望的明天

总有一天，你会回到我身边

就当是我笨，笨到没人有

我也想笨下去

还是傻下去

我也不会放弃

嘴说放弃

眼说放弃

但是在深深的心里的角落

依然是在等待希望的明天

应为我不想没了你！！

New Starting Point of my Life

2011-09-28T19:33:00.000-07:00

After been struggling to hold on to you for several days,

I finally learn to let go

My mom told me that

"God is very smart in planning
probably u were too timid and control by her all this while
so let u hv a small rejection so u will stand stronger for future
she doesnt value ur heart
then make her regret she hurt you and rejecte your love
let ur future wife has the best love she can ever get
Make urself success in life and career
make ppl surrounding u admire you and cherish you

If she so inconsiderate to give you so much burden while you are already alone in oversea
that only show how much she doesn't love you
If a girl that love you, not only will support you yet wouldn't give you so much thing to trouble

I know you are sad, cry it all loud, talk to a friend, talk a walk to Gold Coast theme park or walk around Brisbane City. Don't do any work for the meantime. Take a break and move on"

After hearing this from my mom (which is also her birthday today),

I walked out to the balcony to sit

I cried out loud, shedding a lot of tears

The sky suddenly rain

The sound hidden my voice of sorrow

The rain droplets accompany my tears
It's a blessing from GOD

Is a scenery he wanted me to see that i have to stand strong and let past be past

Rain continues as i shed my tear.

Then slowly my heart isn't pain anymore
I don't feel a thing
as if the wind blows away all the unwanted feeling i had

Finally i was able to buckled up myself
Just like i wrap up the tissue that wipe off my tears
and threw it off to indicate a new beginning of my life

My sacrifices for this love just flow away with the tears
Eye will never lies
Neither my mouth will
Because i live with honesty and dignity that i never do anything wrong this relationship

Only you love your friends and yourself more then you love me!

You shouldn't deserve me since 4 years ago!!

I shall never shed another drop of tears for you, it because tears have been repeatedly dropping beneath my heart ever since you neglected me for your friends

You ought to said was my wrong
neither i will argue with that

But the truth only GOD will know
GOD will know what you did to me

If there's GOD in this world,
He will know what he plan and he knew what you did

This envelopes you gave me when i left Malaysia,

If you ever remember what you wrote in the photos

This envelope will be sealed forever like my love for you

I never doubt my loyalty to you

My love for you was true

The only heart been changing was YOURS!

You should knew you lied to me about all of it!

You never kept your word and promises to me

I will never regret what i did today

Great Friends in My Life (UCSI)

2011-09-21T04:09:00.000-07:00

In my life, indeed i know quite a number of friends
From bypass friend to Great friends

Today it just suddenly came into my nerve that i would like to tell some of you how great are you guys in my life! Without any of you, I'm not what i am today.

I would not have such a memorable and exciting life in UCSI!
Never doubt that, I might or might not be successful in my life but im very sure that without any single of you, I would not live up to my life like now!!

Friends to me used to be a very simple term

Friend - people that you used them for my own benefits and vice versta

but from the very moments i know u guys, It doesn't meant that at all
I can see pure heart of sharing and appreciation among you guys

I been through a lot of great moment and times with you guys no matter how close to how long to how short
Every single moment was a GREAT!

Let's start one by one
I was planning to draw a family tree but kinda hard ><"

Among the closest friends,
I would really call Brother and Sisters would be
1) Nikolai Wong Fu Shun
2) David Chung Tze Yang
3) Christine Chua Wen Yee
4) Cyrus Akbari
5) Mandeepal Singh
6) Fong Ching Hong
7) Khong Mei Li
8) Soh Wai Tuck
9) Akindayo Ak-Banks

P.S : Don't matter the order guys! No matter how i put it there's still an descending order ><"

There's are other good friends too besides this brothers and sister
1) Nyo Chu Ying
2) Lee Chun Hsien
3) Tan Aik Sheng
4) Beh Joh Sheng
5) Looi Han Jo
6) Bobby Ping
7) Tan Cheng Kiat
8) Steve Lau
9) Tan Chon Peng
10) Nicole Yee Kar Yen
11) Dwayne Hee
And there are many many more especially EVERYONE in UCSI's April 2009 Bsc Applied Sciences!!

Well below are some of the great times we are together

Toward my life ahead of these year, all of you have been by my side.

even though time together wasn't long but the moments together was memorable

Time flies, people surrounding me always changing but there's always some of those people

have not change.

Those are Great Friends!!

Whenever there's time I need someone to listen to me and my thought and feeling be heard

You guys Never failed to be that person. Even how harsh things went through, we tend to hold each others together walk through it..

I know I'm such a perfectionist person that wish most of the things goes by my way my thought my direction

I may not be a very perfect friend but there's time i really care and take into consideration for you.

No matter how things happen between us, i will never give up this friendship

I would try to give you the best solution (which i presume)

Whether it work out for you or myself,

I felt each of you went through it perfectly the way i wanted

Tracking back time, Things was much more easier having every one of you there!

Whenever i face trouble, you guys will be always the first one to lend me a hand or shoulder for me to shed my tear and sorrow.

No matter how i camourflage myself, you guys will never failed to see through it.

Life here wasnt really easy without you guys

You are all my best partner and friends

No matter how have u contribute in my growing process

You will always have a place in my heart and mind

The smile in your face, and my face

The sorrow in yours and mine

The happiness we shared

The successes where accomplished

The time we spent together

The every little things we did for each others

The ups and downs we went through

Every moments didn't comes easy like a snap of finger

We each contributed for all these little things

Great things happened when we combined every single little things

There's time we would thinking of giving up on each others but at the end we never able to do so

Because we know without you or me, there's never WE

We are always ONE!!

Everyone of you just as important to me as my everything

You are part of my life

Without you, There's Never Me~

It's not easy to find friends like you

and it might be easy to lost a friend like you,

if i don appreciate you well

I hope to let every one of you know that

I really Appreciate every one of you deep in my heart

Whether are we still close or distant or even never talked ever since some incident

You guys still have your part in my heart

I really hope we could get back together like Old times

when everyone able to sit around and having our talks and meetings

whether would it be official stuff, or personal matter

I felt I have no appreciated the time i had with you till i really apart from you

I have never had much pictures with you

So please,

Please promise me, I wanna have more solid memories of you

Let's get together again and take some good great and fun pictures together

I wanna show everyone that in my life

I have Great Peoples like you guys that always by my side

Im Very Proud having you in my life

I'm proud of myself that i really care for you even now

Frankly telling you guys

I miss you deeply in my heart

whenever I'm Lonely and Alone, i tends to hope everyone of you will be my side

P.S : When writing this blog, I cried all the way through it, because i really miss you guys very much!!

I Miss The great time together

I miss the laughter we had together

I miss the craziness we did

I miss every SINGLE things we have together!!

Please Promise Me, that we will always be together till one day you feel I'm not worth you to be called as Friend!

The Virgo-an Birthday 18.09.11

2011-09-19T09:28:00.000-07:00

This year birthday wasnt as fun and exciting as one year ago
Looking back pictures from last years
Things was great, friends are a lot
Simple yet fun
Here are some of them

They are all the GREAT people i know from UCSI! Thought not everyone were there but the closest one is always there for me!

Seriously

I miss you guys like crazy!

Been thinking back the old time when everyone were together enjoying life like there's never tomorrow

It was really great!

Now everyone is in different part of the world

Bonding are getting loosen

One of my birthday wishes is

Back in time where you guys were there with me!

Everyone there were a very important part of my journey in life!

You guys meant alot to me no matter how are we now.

I definately will come back to find u every single of you!!

Back to my birthday celebration back in Brisbane!

The morning i woke up, my blackberry i flooded with lots of comment and notification from FB
Just over the hours
I had another 30 comments when i woke up

Well, the first thing i been doing on my birthday
Is replying all the wishes i got from Facebook from everyone of you
I would like to again

Thanks you to whom that sent me wishes and those that remembered my big day right in the heart!!

One thing i left out
This morning i woke up, feeling very dizzy and head is feeling heavy indeed
Balloon and Nicole was preparing brunch
It's was fried noodle

While im having the meal i feel unease and feeling drowsy all the way
Wasnt really a very good condition for a celebration

On the first few hours of my day,
I took medication of panadol (Active Fast)

My good housemate (Chun Hsien, Nicole and Balloon), they are planning for an outing in South Bank for dinner and movie! We invited Dwayne to tag along as well

Let me show u what we did that day

We travelled to South Bank by Moggil Bus 444.

We went to check out for movie showtime
at South Bank Cinema Times

Cinema Ticketing Counter

Each movie ticket cost $5.50 on student card

And we decided to watch Johnny English by Rowan Atkinson a.k.a Mr Bean

We brought the movie ticket for 7.30pm

Movie Tickets (without seat number)

It's how the cinema here does, there isnt any seat number unlike in Malaysia

and if you are late to the cinema even if you purchase your ticket very early, u still get some lousy seating

haha

Beverage Machine

If you are a Malaysian, Im sure you heard bout 7-11 Slurpee, this is something like that

just that it have different varieties of flavour and colour as you could see, a lot of people buying this drink and some even took their time to make layers of colour and on the side it some candy shelf

Food Counter (Popcorn)

After getting the movie ticket, We went looking for our Dinner

and it's just beside the cinema, there this restaurant name Ginga (Japanese Cuisine)

Ginga Menu

The main reason that attracted Balloon and Chun Hsien to entered this restaurant is because of these :

Detective Conan Movie!! LOL!

Initially i was craving for some steak for birthday but Japanese cuisine would do as well

However, in the Menu i found this korean dish , Salmon Bimbimbap

and i ordered it as my birthday dinner meal. Isnt it looking pretty brilliant?

It actually taste awesome as well

Salmon Bimbimbap

And right in front of our table there this bar counter which look pretty nice

Ginga Bar Counter

Our Family Photo! Everyone had their dinner and had some pretty great talk too

Partly of the time they were talking bout the movie, Detective Conan! LOL!

Great family i had here!

After the dinner we went for the movie, We went there at 7pm, and there's alot of people already in the Q waiting for the movie to start, waited till 7.30 finally we can get in

and i bought some popcorn and drink to share with them as well

The popcorn here is coated with caramel. rather is coated with some cheese powder and salt

therefore, it is salty rather then sweet :D but taste nice as well :p

This how the cinema look like,

To me it seem to be like a theatre hall, huge actually

but crampy seating ><"

Cinema Screen

After that, we just back home back to our usual life, and im busy replying comments

and i have a total of 250comments! That's a lot to reply but is all the great wishes from everyone

Fantastic!

and On 19th September Night,

My seniors, Sin Ying, Jerry, Wei Lin

they made me this birthday muffin cake for my birthday!

They are really awesome people that i know!

Thanks you very much!

It's pretty much my birthday cake for this year

Simple yet delicious!

Every little things that everyone did on my big day, i remember it right in my heart! Thanks you everyone!

Thanks alot!

Each of everyone of you made my day as great as it should with great people like you!

17th September 2011

2011-09-19T08:10:00.000-07:00

Today was just like usual Saturday which we suppose to go to West End Market to do grocery but end up none of us woke up to do the usual routine..

So end up our fridge is almost empty

Anyway today my mood wasnt really that good

Seem to be moody this few days

alot of think and stuff

and Yesterday i submitted my assignment in Turnitin

and i got my result on the similarity

It's 10%

Well consider not bad i guess

Today Balloon having his last exam, he woke kinda early and return earlier then expected around 1130

and i completely woke up around that time too

Slacking all the way

Then had a brunch like usual

Today was slight better as we are attending a Captain Ball event organised by CCM

It's at UQ Netball court at 5pm

So everyone was hype for it except for Nicole whom she will be rushing her assignment

We invited Dwayne to go as well

This how it's played

There will be a Captain whom will be standing on the chair

Whilst the other member will have to toss the ball to him to score a point

Each Members couldnt walk with the ball in hand but to pass it on from the same spot the ball is catched

So it a game required some good co-operation within group mate

Early game wasnt realy good

hardly get any catches as most the group mate seem cant recognise me

However things got better near the middle

And game ended around 730pm when sky is pitch dark which we hardly can even recognise our teammate nor even identify the location of the ball

So we went down to Hawken Drive by Gabriel's car to MiSushi

From there i ordered a

Beef Yakiudon cost $7.90

Taste pretty awesome if you ask me

Added with some shoyu and some chili flakes

Nice and filling

And we went back home by bus and it was already 10pm

Tonight is always my birthday eve, i wasnt expecting much suprised but it seem

unexpectedly i got tons of birthday wishes from FB when clock strike 12am

and there's 2 great friend actually wishes me Happy Birthday First thought they are busy with their work

One is in KL another is in Brisbane! Thanks alot to being the first 2 and it comes almost together actually

Later on, i still have to ask her "Did you forgotten smthg?' She seem to be very busy with something else back there and wasnt free for me

Well what else could i say, when am i the top priority in the list

Anyway put it aside

That night itself i basically couldnt sleep tilll 4am

just replying comments on FB till i doze off to sleep

I received 60comments on that night of 4hours!

Awesome isnt it?

And one thing which i really hoping is my mom's lottery ticket would strike so taht i could get my Vios modified...

16th September 2011

2011-09-16T03:16:00.000-07:00

Today at 1pm gonna have exam for Food 3006 : Dairy
I wasn't really prepared for this exam as there was lots of assignments and report to do previously and also with a exam on Monday.

Woke up at 830am today to attend the 9am class
When i reached the lecture room, there's no one in there ><"

End up heading down to Darwin's to grab a $4 Feed with a Long Black and a Chocolate Croissant to start my day with while hanging around in Biological Science Library revising for my upcoming exam

Revising is always a boring thing to do and also something that i doesnt really like but i have no choice ><"

Half way revising i took a 30min break, well it was actually a total time wasting 30min as I been playing Angry Bird Season : Mooncake Festival. LOL!

Anyway after 4 hours of hussling thru the lecture note, finally it's judgement time for my revision..

Honestly, i had not put 100% effort into it as my mind is bothering with a lot of personal issue and assignments. It's was rather of one day before exam revision

Anyway i still able to get thru it kinda smooth though there's some part which im unsure about

and best of all, 2 exams is done, left with 2 assignment, 1 lab report and 1 exams

Still a lot more to go

The hardworking me, have not ate anything much and came back and treated myself with a wholesome brunch with a cup of green tea

Kinda of filling meal that im still full until now (8pm)

After all those hard time going through Food 3000 assignment

I finally give up on filling up extra information on it or basically dunno what else to add up to it

So i decided to hand it in to Turnitin

Some of you might wonder what is Turnitin

Brief explanation

Turnitin is an awesome yet terrifying tool for students whom are doing assignment

Why?

Because it could basically detect every single word u type in your paper whether is it plagiarize from journal, website or your others coursemate or previous papers from senior

It basically highlight every single word that have similarity to your source!

Therefore

YOU CANT CHEAT!

Hate this kind of awesome tool ><"

UCSI doesnt even have this awesome tool to work with even though lecturer always tell us (during my time in UCSI) that we shouldn't plagiarize as you will be penalized for it.

To my dear UCSI mates, do not fear as they will never know! haha

It's because they do not have TURNITIN this awesome tool

After having done this assignment, it never a time to rest,

1 more assignment, 1 more lab report and 1 more test is coming

and MOST important is

Jasonyap's Birthday is COMING!!

But I'll be alone celebrating it! haiz!

This is suck!

I hate it...

Where are all my good Brothers and Sisters?

Where are "you"?

How can i be going thru such a lonely birthday!

i might probably drunk myself with all the lousy work!

HAIZ!

张栋梁-当你孤单你会想起谁

当我孤单时，你们一定会在我脑海里出现！
我的好朋友和兄弟们，当然还有家人！
还有你。。。。

你的身邊總是要許多人陪你最害怕每天的天黑

但是天總會黑人總要離別誰也不能永遠陪誰

而孤單的滋味誰都要面對不只是你我會感覺到疲憊

當你孤單你會想起誰你想不想找個人來陪

你的快樂傷悲只有我能體會讓我再陪你走一回

張棟梁寂寞邊界

我們之間闖進了賊　偷走相愛的一切
逼得我們傷痕纍纍　分手只流兩行淚

你說決定錯了無所謂就算後悔也不要我陪
愛得平淡愛得濃烈都讓你憔悴　我怎麼做　你都拒絕

我來到寂寞邊界　愛已失竊　心在淌著血
男人的無盡傷痛都鎖進黑夜
面對背叛用瞭解還是諒解　寂寞邊界傷心人還有誰

我們之間闖進了賊　偷走相愛的一切
愛讓我們傷痕纍纍　結局只流兩行淚

你說決定錯了無所謂　就算後悔也不要我陪
愛得平淡愛得濃烈都讓你憔悴　我怎麼做　你都拒絕

我來到寂寞邊界　愛已失竊　心在淌著血
男人的無盡傷痛都鎖進黑夜
面對背叛用瞭解還是諒解　寂寞邊界傷心人

我來到寂寞邊界　愛已失竊　心在淌著血
男人的無盡傷痛都鎖進黑夜
面對背叛用瞭解還是諒解　寂寞邊界傷心人還有誰

我來到寂寞邊界　愛已失竊　心在淌著血
過去的無盡傷痛都鎖進黑夜
面對愛情用時間收拾破碎　寂寞邊界傷心人已學會安慰

Just a few min ago, i was forced to make this fried chicken ><"
So oily and hot, oil is flying around

This how i overcome it ><" Look stupid like bandaged hand hahaha

Check out the amount of oil paper used!

GOSH!! 5 Paper! So oily!

15th September 2011

2011-09-15T06:17:00.000-07:00

Today been a tiring day
Last night i been doing on my assignment...
So tiring which i keep doing on it till 4am
and finished it
However this morning when i look into the Blackboard
Apparently the assignment guideline been revised by lecturer, Roger Stanley
to something else
I'm really not sure how am i gonna re do this thing as deadline is on Saturday!
For the first time my assignment not completed 2weeks before deadline
haiz!
Woke up this morning at 10am
Was pretty tired
but just gonna pull myself together to do revision in Uni!
Getting thing ready and slacking on bed for awhile more
Leaving to Uni at 12 to meet with Hsien whom went to Uni early in the morning to do assignment

Went to Dorothy Hill Library to pick up another 2 text book for my assignment on fiber ! Gosh so much books in my room

Anyway, hopefully get all these work done as soon as possible

Tomorrow gonna be Food Science Exam! So much to read and so limited time

Not only that, another lab report submission on tuesday!

so packed with assessment, test, and reports!

Fainted!

Anyway, previously got a $5 food coupon from UQ for student election

Used it to buy some sushi roll in UQ Complex

Went to Biological Science Library to revise on Food Science : Dairy

Consist of 4 module and a lot to memorize

From Milk composition to Casein to Milk Production and heat treatment to Fermented product such as yoghurt and cheese! So much to read!

Been revising for the past 4hours till 6pm in Library

Finally completed reading for the first time

Went to Woolworth to buy smoe cereal and milk and yoghurt

Bought this box of cereal! 2 of it, having promo for $3.84 each

Tonight dinner was abit simple and meaty ><

Having bacon and ham only

Kinda dry dinner however still taste good

serve with strawberry yoghurt at least isnt that dry

><"

After back from Uni was very tiring and boring

Boring but not sleepy

But not in the mood to revise as well

So this when blogging come into mind

Today wrote kinda of a timeline of my journey of the day

Oh yeah finally

Today is Our Chun Hsien Brother's GF, Qiu Ting birthday

and tomorrow gonna be our Brother's Balloon Loo birthday

2 days after gonna be mine

whole stretch of birthday event but everyone is busy

the celebration mood seem to turn off

Guess it gonna be another boring birthday ><

14th September 2011

2011-09-14T00:01:00.001-07:00

I just gonna stand there and watch you shiny
Well that's alright because i like the way you slack
I Just gonna stand there and hear you laugh
Well, that alright because i love the way you slack
I cant really that you what it really is, but i can only tell what is feel like

Reduce Consumption of Shark Fins!

2011-09-13T02:20:00.000-07:00

Nothing much i would wanna say regarding to myself today
However, something come into my mind that i would like to share my thought and feeling about

It was my good friend yet good brother, Nikolai Wong Fu Shun,
shown me a video regarding to shark fin

Have you people wonder why shark fin cause so much?
And have u ask yourself why do you love to consume it so much?

Well Nikolai ask me "What do you feel bad about when eating shark fin?"
I answered , "Well, it would be my wallet, spending on it"

After watched the video, I find my answer is kinda ridiculous
The one that i should felt bad to was to the Shark!

Shark breed only to a small amount of baby shark yearly
and how many fins are there in the shark? There's only 3

Yearly the killing rate of shark was humongous! Have you guys ever consider to stop eating it?

I feel sinful when watching the amount of sharks died for just a pleasure of consumers

Eating shark fin hardly even give you any satiety to your diet except the feeling of luxury

Was does luxury defined to you?

There's one, someone told me he was a rich man
but he isnt rich in financially
but rich in life

Does that consider as luxury?
For that very person, i think he is, he have a great family, great job, great friends and enjoy his life a lot

Sharks are currently one of the endangered species in our Mother Nature
yet we have not ever appreciate what was given to us yet harming them and making thing worse as we are all today

I agree not everyone consume it daily however there are some that consume them daily

Consider on the marketing side,
if there's less demand = less killing of shark

I hope everyone of you might actually consider thinking about it

What make you feel about when eating shark fin?

However till the end i answered Fu Shun again
that i feel bad about my wallet and also mainly to the shark that been tortured by my sins

Hope all of you might felt the same as well

Heal the World !

12 September 2011

2011-09-11T21:30:00.000-07:00

还有六天就到我生日，看来也是一个人度过了吧。五天后，又要考试和要交阿塞门了。
今天刚刚考完一个试，真的不大会做，但是还能应付得来。
考完试过后，就去弄录茶布丁，上的星期的布丁很难看，闻起来好像酸奶！
看看照片吧

回到家过后，听见一首歌和我心情很想同。

张栋梁 - 怎么会哭

終於不再問了你想要什麼
終於不再遷就你提的每個要求
終於不再執著當你只求離開我
我決定讓你走不要你跟著我受折磨嗚～嗚～

怎麼會哭我怎麼會哭
我以為我能撐得住能承受失去你的孤獨
怎麼會哭我怎麼會哭
明明我微笑著說出只要你能過得幸福我就很滿足

再用不著承諾你的明天沒有我
再用不著擔憂沒辦法陪伴你會寂寞嗚～嗚～

怎麼會哭我怎麼會哭
我以為我能撐得住能承受失去你的虛無
怎麼會哭我怎麼會哭
難道我還不夠知足還不捨從前的相處

我不能哭我怎麼能哭
絕不要你看我無助讓你覺得愛我是錯誤
怎麼能哭有什麼好哭
只要你能過的幸福就算再苦我也彷彿得到了祝福

听了过后，眼睛里突然有了泪水。
想起以前的我们，和现在的我们
天天吵吵闹闹，感情哪里会也好呢

很多放不下的你
怎么会哭了去来呢？
我真得以为我能撑的住，能承受失去你的孤獨
原来是不可能的，心很软
你也恨恨地和我说你不想和我在一起
过了足足五年，但是感情不是变得也好反而变得破裂

回忆充满整个房子我们的住处
围困我笑與不會茶也不思一個人恍恍和惚惚
相愛的國度裡沒有人進住
回憶換來我的腳步　阻礙了出路
證明了妳的自私妳的談吐慘忍的看著我無助
平淡的回應我虛假的無辜
痛徹心扉記憶的傷　一吋一吋傷妳的冷酷
否定我這些日子以來的付出
不能睡的痛楚不知名的憤怒
不能上诉只能安靜　痛哭
回憶換來我的腳步　阻礙了出路
證明了妳的自私妳的談吐慘忍的看著我無助
平淡的回應我虛假的無辜
痛徹心扉記憶的傷　一吋一吋傷妳的冷酷
否定我這些日子以來的付出
不能睡的痛楚　不知名的憤怒
不能上诉　只能安靜的痛哭
痛徹心扉記憶的傷　一吋一吋傷妳的冷酷
告訴我不再需要有我來保護
不能睡的痛楚　不知名的憤怒
不能上诉　只能安靜的痛哭

久等了你，果然到最后还是因为笨笨的我一直没放弃等待忙碌的你。
活在忙碌的生活的我，浪费了大半天等待你回来，回到我身边，但是
每样事情也不顺利，心想在大日子的一天能和你好好的谈谈，果然还是吃了一个大白果，从头吃到脚去。可悲可悲，犯贱的我

11th September 2011

2011-09-11T04:58:00.000-07:00

昨晚睡得不好,六点多才能睡。一起来心情也不是很好。心里觉得今天也不是一个好日子。

心情闷闷不乐，不能专心温习明天的考试。也没心情去做“阿塞门”。

Sometime life is just unfair,

I remember the promises u made with me 6 years back

You promise 4 years later u will open up and talk to her but in the end you never kept your promise

You never fulfill what you promised me yet tell me you are afraid to ask

5 years past, you reason was still the same

6 years later and also current year, finally I had been accepted and you finally open up

however not long later, We are apart in 2 different places.

Why can't you just tolerate and accompany me once in awhile?

Why do you love to lie to me?

Why can't you ever keep your promise?

Just because of your own selfishness, you can just dump me?

Do you think I'm a toy for you to mingle around with?

Have you ever consider how i felt?

You can left so easily and walked away as nothing ever happen

Your heart is cold as Blizzard and hard as granite!!

Just few word from your mouth, and my 6 years of waiting all went to drain?

My effort, my time, my future, my money and my everything went to waste just because of your one statement?

1 week later is my birthday! and this how you treat me?

Over the 6 years, ask yourself,

How many Valentine Days you been thru with me? ONCE!

How many time did you celebrate my birthday with me? ONCE!

How many time did you keep rejecting my outing invitation? MANY MANY TIME

How many time did you stay by my side when I'm in trouble?

How many time have u listen to what I'm saying and never talk back?

Have you ever thing you are over-doing it?

You and Your FRIEND!

Spoiled my life!

You care for your friend more then me

You care for your Facebook more then me

You care for your games more then me

You care for your studies more then me

You put me nearly below everything that possible be rated/ranked!

How many birthday party of your friends you attended in 6 years? Almost all of them if they have one

How many Outdoor Activities/Outing you went with them? Way more then with me

How many time you neglect me cause of them? Almost EVERYTIME!!

How many time you reject them? Almost Never!

How many time we quarrel because of time? Countless of time

You protect your friend more then you cherish me!

This is how selfish you are!!!

You ARE FOREVER SELFISH!!

All you care is your own happiness, and your EVERYTHING!

What about me? NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS

I'm THE MOST IDIOTIC FELLOW that always thinks "Hope is in TOMORROW" This is total bullshit statement! Hope is never there when YOU ARE SELFISH!!

10th September 2011

2011-09-09T23:42:00.000-07:00

今天起来天气好冷. 风吹得很大. 看见树叶飘来飘去如在跳舞一样. 好漂亮一个美景。同时弄到我很想以及赖床。天色很好，太阳叔叔一直呆着在天中里照着大地。心情算是平复了一点。把话说了去来心情也晴朗了。她总以安静起来听我说的话。回念过去真的能人看开很多。想起以前的我们多么开心多么的幸福，看见现在的我们真比不上以前的我们。但是希望一直都在我们的未来。

说起朋友，我家里有三个好朋友如家人。个人也要烦恼但是在我们左右一定会我其他的他们在身偏。每个我们有我们的烦恼和过去，有很多不能说的烦恼和难题也不想再去祥和去烦恼，朋友们一直都在身偏陪伴我们。不说多不问多只是等待我们说去心里话。
有你们的问好已经足够了。至少把烦恼减少一大半。

昨天有个朋友说我应该开个博客写我在 Brisbane 下厨的菜色。我在想我好不好写一个呢？
但是我弄出的菜色也是乱乱来的。

在 Brisbane ，学会了很多东西尤其是烹饪。在忙碌的身活，烹饪真的能然一个人把所有的烦恼和堆满的功课放一偏，传心在准配材料和下厨把每一道菜弄好和把他调味到可口。
没想到烹饪也是一个蛮好玩的嗜好。

先到这里，回到忙碌的阿塞门！做了好多天还是没完没了！恨到暴！

9th September 2011

2011-09-09T06:58:00.000-07:00

蓝蓝的天, 白白的云, 录录的草地, 黄黄的花.
但是在美丽的应景下偏偏有个懒多虫.那就是我也.
在忙碌的生活里，人生中有数多的难题，数多的问号，
难道这些东西能把我拉到吗？但然是不能！做人应该往前跑！
遇到难题也要往前走因为美好的明天某某在前面等待有心人来临。

我的心好烦恼。你在哪里？为什么你没回我的？
你玩到忘了我吗？为什么你可以玩到忘了我呢？
人在做天在看，难道你不再在乎我在担心你吗？

看见好多兄弟们和另一半甜甜蜜蜜有点羡慕！
看见了你们的快乐想起我的空虚。

想回过去看不见的未来，
怀念的过去希望在未来
如果有一天我们再见面
时间会不会倒退一点
也许我们都忽略
互相伤害之外的感觉
如果哪一天我们都发现
好聚好散不过是种遮掩
如果我们没发现
就给彼此多一点时间

在这一天，我一直在想是不是我太担心你了还你是你不再乎我在担心你呢？？
我的“阿塞门”　做了好几天了但是还没有什么进展。我觉得开始分心了。还是我真不会做我的“阿塞门“？　我搞不懂。　很希望能找回过去的我。

在这里的日子能说有好有不好，但是好的也不会好到哪里去。
这里的老师很偏心，作业明明做得很好但是就是他偏心把我的分数拉低了。
我努力的作业就将被他破碎了。但是我也不会放弃，如果我放弃的话，他就开心死了。
人在做，天在看。但是就是因为那个小人把我的自信拉到了。弄到我在做么也会疑问到底我做得对吗。

你真的让我很奢望，你不理会我会担心，你只会和你朋友快快乐乐痛快的玩但是就偏偏忘了有一个人一着在等待你的回信。你就是爱护列我，在你心里我不存在的吗？
在你需要我你就会找我，不需要我的时你就护列我。你在当我是什么？
小狗吗？你爱玩时就找我，不爱玩时就把我丢掉。
你有想过我感受吗？
你爱说你为我做了数多的东西，陪伴我多久。但是你有想过你真真为我做的有多少吗？
我为你做的东西多得很，你不了解，我也不爱说多。说多只会吵起来。吵了五年多快到了
是你不懂得爱护我还是我一人太爱你？把你中坏了。
数多年和你度过但是到现在你好像还不了解我个人。
是我不爱说还是是你不爱听我说？
我对你每一句的话都是中我心了说去来但是你好像当我说风凉话。
你几时才会学会安静地听我说的话？

我日日夜夜在想着谁
闭上眼睛感觉你就在我周围

\

那一天我背对着你走远

忍住了在眼角的泪水

经过多少个天亮和天黑

我终于学会怎么想念

我和你唯一的旧照片

当时的我们笑得多甜

蝴蝶就要展翅飞

2011 First Updates and FlashBack of 2010

2011-01-19T23:17:00.000-08:00

Well,throughout the year 2010, there's a lots of happening event from meeting new friends to losing some friends and regaining some friends too... Friends come and goes as time travels but well, good friends is always there no matter how many time we lost them at the end we still together :)

During the whole 2010, I learned a lot of new peoples and things that I never had a chance to meet or do. UCSI University was the place that all my experiences and ups and downs happened. and it just another 12 more weeks before i Left UCSI and it been bothering me all the time and thinking if i should go anot.. But well when things comes it will just be there for me to face it. But i will live my days in UCSI and with a whole bunch of friends to the fullest.

Let me start with UCSI first,
In UCSI, i met a lot of friends especially from my batch. They are all unique in a very special way where all expressed and make a great remarks in my heart no matter are they close or distant friends. I'll definately remember all of you. The ups and downs we went thru was just uncountable. From some which we actually didnt know each others to working together in a groups and from those having conflict due to misunderstanding become friends (even though kinda distanct friends). UCSI is a place where i really grown up a lot.Even though it isnt a really Great Uni but it sure gave me a very memorable experiences and memories.

In UCSI, I'm one of the committee in SASSA as the Vice President (Food Science), title sound very nice to hear but burden is even greater.. Well there's never ZERO internal conflict in a cooperation same goes to SASSA. But in my opinion, i got a Great Group of Members to help me out. SASSA organize a great numbers of Events such as IBS (Intervarsity Biochemistry Seminar), WOW Food Fair, PDRM Forensic Visit, Paintball, and the latest one was Let's Go Physical Saturdays [Broga Hill Hiking (22/01/2011), FRIM Jungle Trekking (29/01/2011) and Outback Broga Camp (12/02/2011). All the exciting events was just for much fun and we learn a lots such a leadership quality, teamwork quality, social qualities, management qualities, planning skill, and even publicity skills. SASSA is one of my priority commitment in UCSI. Like for Food Fair, We actually stay overnight till 12am just to prepare everything on that day and for few nights we been working and planning the whole events. I learnt how to be more approachable and even works as a team. As the Vice President of SASSA, Im in charge of Public Relationship too, therefore any connection to the members will be made by myself. Well it's a great thing im in SASSA, as i get to know a lot more of people and even build up my social skill and confidence. However, I will be leaving SASSA too soon.. Kinda Sad but in another way im glad my team and I brought SASSA to another levels of approach and making it not just been recognised within the clubs but by the University.

In UCSI, group members, classmates, SASSA's members, SASSA's committees members are very important factors that kept me together and grown up along with them. So Hereby i Thanks you guys alot for everything that happen in UCSI. Even when im in UQ i would never forget those memorable moment we had. and if there Alumi for us, i would be first one volunteer to be in it :)

Well, regarding myself, I cant remember much happening much of mine beside what happen in UCSI. haha

No matter what trouble i had, there's always someone that i can rely on for me to lean on, she is always there for me no matter what happen. Really thanks Joanne for that, however, recently we have real conflict on ur relationship, we tend to quarrel.. Well it might be my fault that i wanted more time from her before i leaving to UQ. Just this year i could have more time with her in Uni and im kinda upset when she always just left after class without accompany me when i always in Uni at 8am waiting for her no matter i how late is my class is.. but well, i really hope before Valentine we could really make out to be a very stable relationship.. i just hope...
been 4 years i wanting it to be a stable relationship. Just some simple request but yet tough to accomplish? Maybe is just for her... I just wanted more time with her. To be recognised by her parent. Spending time with her outing or even just stay at her house im very happy with it... but just such simple request she say im forcing her to do tough decision... Kinda sad bout it..

Beside this issue, I always have a great bunch of Good and Cool Friend in Uni, They are David Chung, Nikolai Wong, Christine Chua, Chu Ying, Chun Hsien, Chin Hong, Cyrus, Mandeep, Mei Li, Wai Tuck, Dwayne, CK, Chon Peng,Nicole Yee, Nicole Teh and many many more!! Well i really thanks you guys for walking with me along my 2 years in Food Science and Nutrition Degree, Especially the first three person... You 3 are just like my brothers and sisters... Great in all way, always by my side no matter how bad and imbecile i am in my act and supporting me always... I gonna make a great remark of u guys in my heart :D Seriously without you guys i will be a real loner in UNI!! We used to hang out very often, meeting up together no matter what time is our class, we definately will meet up even not in class. You guys are the BEST of The Best!! So don't you guys ever forget me! If you do, I won't :)
So for those that are still single, i hope you will find a new bf or gf asap and if get marry don forget to invite i will fly back from Aus to drink ur dinner :P
And try not to be hasty k? U guys will make me worry even though is just a small matter. Cos we are just like a big family

Kinda tired of writing... so i stop here... others flashback i will updates it in the future when i comes across my blog and feel like writing smthg down :)

Holiday Mood Vanished

2010-04-26T22:33:00.000-07:00

It been awhile since i last updated this blog
i guess my mood for blogging is fading rapidly
so today i thought of re-blog again

it been a week after my last paper
but im still stuck at home while others is having holiday elsewhere
im stuck baby sitting my sister at home and i cant go anywhere!!
suck lo!!
why is my life so boring
i hate holiday
once i holiday i will just have to sit back alone at home doing nuisance thing
as well i just go school study and enjoy my uni life better!

everyone can sleep late during holiday while i have to wake up early in the morning to fetch my sis in school
why is this happening to me?

i have no mood to write = ="

Food poisoning

2009-08-24T05:02:00.000-07:00

been having a rough day since yesterday
was unable to sleep well
been vomitting and diarheaa for the whole night till morning
i wonder how many gallon of water i puik that night
my heart was aching badly everytime i vomit
i think im dehydarated
i took some warm water and yet i vomit everything out
that was suffering moment. . .
till this morning
i feel so weak
havent able to move my finger well
but force myself to drive out and bought some diarheaa medicine in 7-eleven and a bottle of 100plus
but when i drank and ate it
i vomitted on the spot
that's really pathetic

so i waited for my brother to wake up
and ask him bring me to clinic

when i reach the clinic
the Q was very long
i got a number of 29
and it'sjust calling for no 13
gosh
that's was suffering for good
so i decided to look for another clinic

the clinic left with 5 patients
so i went there
but i waited for an hour before me
that's still a suffering moment resisting vomit

when it;s my turn at last
been waiting till 11am
so the doc take my blood pressure and it normal
and push on my stomach
owh so pain lo
then worse is gave me an injection on the butt
wah pain till
=.="

so many medicine to take
got a slight fever too

so went back home nad sleep like no one business
slept until 7pm and went for dinner
white porridge
everyone was out
except me alone in the house
what a tragic

Midvalley 1 Day Excitement N Fun 11/7/09

2009-07-11T08:26:00.000-07:00

Actually this trip was suggested by mom~
she always complain Midvalley alot of people and always would not want to go
but this time she suggested of course we agree~

So we went there around 1030 then reached 11++

so mom hvnt watch Ice Age so we decided to buy the movie ticket~
and Jeremy went to line up the long long Q until Carl's Jr. LOL
and i was looking thru those showtime cos we invited Edmund for the movie too~

so after the 20 min long Q like crazy
we bought the ticket
It's 2pm Ice Age : Dawn of the Dinosaur 3D~~
it's 17 per adult and 11 per child~

expensive nia
i thought was the same when i see the screen ZZZZ
nvm lo

after getting the ticket we went to look for mom in MPH with sis buying her book
she bought some pets story book and we also applied for MPH kid Membercard which get 15% discount on Kiddy book~

after that we decided to have sushi as lunch~
so went to directory and look for food and sushi~

so found a restaurant name "OH Sushi!" fine lo
jiu that one bah
went in and have some food
the sushi was quite nice and a stone plated beef was excellent
but when come to dessert
Green Tea icecream was bad~ ewww~

after brunch it was 2pm ,MOVIE TIME~
but before that we managed to get ourselves a pair of Crocs shoe~
Bro one myself one~
each pair cost RM169.00 ~
expensive nia
nvm la

since we going for a 3D movie there's a 3D glasses
look odd~
haha

anyway i watched the movie twice earlier
but 3D was much much better
haha

enjoy it alot

so after the movie it's already 4pm
mom decided to go home

then after that mom went back lo
then Edmund and Bro and I went to the pool centre to play pool.
it was very packed~
so packed and hazy(due to smoke) LOL
so i went out for a fresh air breathe while they wait
after 30 min plus
we got a place for the game

we played for 2 hours and then we went to Kim Gart for dinner

after that we took Taxi back Cheras
it;s like to KNS those stupid taxi driver select passenger!

i hope one day Malaysia will implement that if those taxi driver pick driver they get a "saman" . Typical malaysian taxi driver~ pif pif~
In oversea, Taxi Driver DO NOT PICK PASSENGER! it's like so piss off they don pick us up

so at last we found one ~
a friendly malay driver
slim fellow
haha
so he send us back
the travelling fee was $15
but i gave him $20 and ask him keep the changes
haha

good la me
LOL

that the end of the 1 day tour~

Pool game with bro and friend 8/7/09

2009-07-08T08:10:00.000-07:00

After class bro with his friend came to pick me up
and decided to go a pool game at Fireball
we played for an hour and then went to Pasar Malam/Night Market at Connaught and bought some stuff from there and went back

Practically it;s more bout the pool game
it was the second time i play pool and im still noob at it though i won 4 game in a row by luck ^^

Farewell brunch with Dad N uncle Simon 5/7/09

2009-07-05T02:21:00.000-07:00

Ate bak kut teh at Restoran Yin Wah near Ampang

c pict la
lazy write

Java Mid Term exam 3/7/09

2009-07-03T11:53:00.000-07:00

Java exam was on schedule on Friday 3rd of July 09

Today i drove to school with my merc arrive at school around 8 am
and i parked my car near UCSI's library at Block B
due to my excellent parking skill i parked it just 1-2cm away from a border at the back =.=" but i shut off the engine when i saw it being so near so decided to move forward. but when im trying to start the engine, IT NOT WORKING~

im like OMFG! what the hell happen
im so freak out that morning and keep trying for few time and i know is useless so i called my mom. Mom say leave it there and go for the Java lab class
and find a solution after the test. She asked me to lock the door and when i try to lock it, the remote ain't working =.="
so i called my mom again~She say call Wei Sin (my cousin bro) a mechanic

im so panic~
my head went blank
so i called my cousin and told him that my engine blackout LOL
ask him for help and bring any necessary stuff for it
he will he will be coming around 10 am
just nice right after java lab

so i manually lock the car and went to lab
Im so troubled....
so i sit in the lab at 815 . not much people was there yet
so i just on a Pc and start doing my java and read some note

around 830, everyone was in and Mr Vee started the class
* My mind was troubled due to the car and i didnt really finish my tutorial 8*

*IT's 10am*
Cousin bro arrived with a mechanic(his worker)

They bought some plug and a battery
after some testing they changed the whole battery
and tested whether is it working
YAY! it worked and i feel so relaxed now~
no worries

so move my car forward and parked it nicely
after that went back to Library and friend asking help for Java
so i just lend a hand to teach them ^^
then Tiffany ask me to teach her on Java cos she don really understand it much
*though im not really that good*

so i just teach her whateva in the syllabus and explaining it as it goes~
so finally i finished all of it and im so thirsty
talking nonstop ler~

after finish teaching Tiffany it's already 1115am
*Java Test was on 1130am at C207*

gosh only i noticed i havent read for myself =.="
dunno how will i do for the test gosh~
nvm la
not enough time to read also
so just didnt touch it

*It's 1130a.m Java Test gonna began*
I sat the back of the class alone sitting there and start doing my paper. I glance through the paper and it's was only 4 pages with Part A and B
~Part A~ 8 Strucutes Question ~Part B~ 2 Essay
Part A - i did some mistake
Par B- i) looping question (i wrote quite brieftly)
ii) if-else statement (i wrote quite long 2 pages) maybe cause my life alot of if-else stuff la so normally if-else program i wrote alot stuff. My programme consist of JOptionPane, JText and JScrollPane.

Wah ~ im dead now =.="

after im done with the paper i notice i again have some silly mistake!!
WHY am i so careless ZzZzzz

nvm la
let it be

so after the exam i waited for some friend to finish the paper and ke po bout how they were doing and thinking back on my working on the mid term

While waiting for Wen Wen to finish to ask her bout how she was doing on the paper as i taught her one whole day on Thursday on Java

like usual, "I dunno" statement from her =.=

nvm la
so i go home after that

* Others i forgotten bout what i did*
Mainly on Java Mid Term and my car battery break down stuff~

Dinner in Hulu Langat with Uncle Simon+Uncle Albert's Family 1/7/09

2009-07-01T01:57:00.000-07:00

Went for dinner at Hulu Langat in a Restaurant name "Langat Seafood & Beer Garden"

there alot of fishy in the aquarium~
all big big geh~
when we were there, there isnt much people but as time goes by the flow into restaurant increase greatly~
nice place bah i guess~
got a fish pond beside the restaurant~
.

after no long,Uncle Albert and his family arrive~
then we were looking for places to sit

1st Stage
it was sorted as one table have wine and one table without wine

then after my Uncle and Uncle Simon & family arrived~
he walk to the end of the restaurant and took 2 table which we can c the pond and sat there

which is sorted teen one side and adults one side~
Im of course a Teen. I'm 18 only XD *haha*

Uncle Simon brought 4 wine~
i got a glass of wine for them too lol
aiya lupa la~

c pict bah XD

Dinner with Uncle Albert 28/06/09

2009-06-28T12:20:00.000-07:00

On 28/6/09 Uncle Albert and his family along with my family plus uncle family went to a restaurant located somewhere on the way to Genting. A seafood restaurant~
We started the meal with a chicken soup. .the taste was pretty good but quite oily ~.~”

Later on we had a white wine “Pinot Grigio VOGA Italia”. Nice~

Next serving is a beef with garlic and smthg~ I forgotten. Haha but it’s quite nice

Next Serving is a fish~ so spicy until can torch fire thru mouth haha. The spicy taste is from the base of the fish which made out of chili padi.

By time d fish is totally tear apart XD the white wine have completely finished. So Next is red Wine “ Quattro VOGA Italia”

Next serving is a Crab~ it made out of egg yolk and smthg forgot what it call. It’s quite nice ~ but abit high cholesterol haha

Then the dish been served very very slow

Everyone feel so annoyed and been walking around and talking. Then uncle albert called d chef/boss that the dishes have not arrived~ then everyone keep complaining say no mood eat cos food serving was slow haha.. . .
So awhile more they served a vege (I dunno what it call also) XD see pict bah~ lol. I think cos they don wanna get more nagging by us so simple serve a simple dish for us to shut our mouth haha

Next serving arrived~ It a pork with some sauces which taste quite nice abit peppery taste and spicy ~ was quite ok la

Then after sometime the next serving arrive it a fried rice~ with prawn shrimp and crab meat. It was so so la cos the rice isn’t cook until the taste absorbs into the rice. Wasted! I can cook better than them HAHA~ when eating the fried rice everyone was talking bout grandma fried rice was much more better than their a lot time ~ YER I miss the fried rice too ~ gonna find a day call grandma cook again XD

The next serving is noodle fried with crab~ the only thing nice is the crab only haha besides that the noodle doesn’t have the crab taste. Cook not enough good la!!!

WAH SO FULL!!! Gonna faint jor

Last serving ! DESSERT! The dessert is nice. Got pamelo those thingy got mango, lotus seed gua and I think it’s soya stuff. Forgotten jor so long XD
Overall the food there is SO SO. RATING 4/10! haha

Java Xtra class N Father's Day celebration

2009-06-27T03:28:00.000-07:00

Today there a 3 hour replacement class for java!! gosh
need to wake up early in the saturday morning
not nice lo~

plus last night sleep around 2am somemore and i woke at 730am

since yesterday lend uncle's Vios
so drove to school with it
reach there around 8am
thought going into library to do java~
then saw ShaoNi but didnt talk la
not very familiar
then wait outside library i was wondering why it isnt open! it already 8am++
then i sit down awhile then feel quite warm then walk to the library door saw it written Sat 9am-dunno what time
i was like OMG!
sweat lo
wait there for nthg

so bored so called FuShun to ask whether is he around
he replied said he in in ChuYing's house =.="
sweat again!

so i decide go to class at C210~
yay cooling got air con
so sit down awhile
chuying arrive and tiffany was there after awhile
chit-chat awhile la

then it wass around 850am most of them r in the class ~

so class started. Miss amutha was teaching us about string and array for today.
i was waiting for Mr.Vee reply while im doing some array program on FuShun's laptop
then around 9am receive Mr.Vee's reply
after receiving his reply i feel much ease and less stressful
on a sudden, thing bout Java keep returning into my head
i can read those syntaxs perfectly~

i guess im just over stress and tired~

alot thing to study during that 3 hour~

after that go back to Cheras, reached there at 1215
my family was there waiting for me to go for lunch with grandma at ampang

so go to ampang's vegeterian restaurant there eat~ got mango and nangka as dessert
yum yum~

after that jiu go Jusco Aeon Selatan to shop for tonight Family dinner specially for my dad~

so bought some steak, cod fish,chicken chop, sausage, lemon juice and fruit

Tonight main course would be Steak,Chicken Chop,Cod fish with black pepper sauce and honey mustard sauce and fruit salad.

so now writing blog la ^^

then after dinner would go for TRANSFORMER !!
it been quite awhile since one whole family going for a movie
the movie would start at 1155-225. . .
midnight show!

hope it will be enjoyable!!

GOSH! I FORGOT I GOT A LOT OF REPORT AND HOMEWORK NOT DONE!!!
GTG FOR NOW!~ T.T

busy evening
so i will start with chem report since bio report im blank with it ~.~

stressful day

2009-06-26T07:10:00.001-07:00

Today morning i had a hard time waking up
i woke up at 8am was quite late. . .
feeling unease the whole day

When reached UCSI
i plan to study Java's array
but having a hard time doing it cos im totally blank!!!!

im very SAD and Stressful!

i dunno what to do
i cant think properly

THen when during the lab session I was supposed to write out a program on Grading system of 3 person mark and grade

i was like totally BLANK!!!

i have in mind what my output look like
but suddenly it's gone
i was sitting there staring at the PC and not typing anything out

i was planning to do it in array form
but when im typing i leading throught JOptionPane. . .
it's totally pathetic for myself
i keep having doubt on waht im typing out
i keep asking Mr. Vee even on simple Java doubt
He gave me a remark " I didnt expect you to give such an error"
On the spot my emotion went deep down and my stress increase greatly

Im feeling very pathetic!
what with the IT brain of mine gone to!!!!

eventually i stopped doing it and even until this very moment i have no idea what should i do for it. . . .

i think i shall stop teaching ppl java when myself is doing badly this particular moment. . .
im very sad!

i have tons of report and assignment and homework remain undone
and i dunno how can i do it with current mood and stress!

Someone please help me!

Today my dad and bro is coming back
hopefully there return will cheer me up abit
but when they are back i don think i have more time to do my report and etc

Cozzy Thursday

2009-06-25T06:34:00.000-07:00

Today is Bio lab again !
so what i did today?
Frog and Rat dissection. . >.<"
same old thing again

so my group consist of Shawn,Yen Chew and Chloe
we were doing on the Frog

Shawn and Yen Chew was in charge on the dissection while myself will be the one snapping photo and video again ;p

(P.S : since already did it alot of time so im lazy to do it)

so there's some video n photo on how Shawn and Yen Chew pinned the frog down and start dissecting the frog

When for been dissected half with both inner/outer skin been opened up
They stopped

so i continue dissecting it and removed the organ except the heart

The Frog is Strong! even without any organ the heart is still pumping!
survivor skill is high XD

here are the link

Photo :
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=116026&id=686463827

Video :
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=112204533827
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=112207383827
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=112208358827
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=112212018827
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=112212238827
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=112212513827
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=112212843827

Java Test

2009-06-19T08:06:00.000-07:00

Today got Java quiz
zzz

gosh
i was like so prepared to face it right after Java Labs

i finish it in less than 10min

i mix up procedural program as sequential program

AAAAAAAAA
got 2 mistake so far due to the same error
ZZZZ

gosh =.=

Thursday 18 June 09

2009-06-17T11:00:00.000-07:00

This morning when sending sis to school
We pass by a small Malay store on the roadside along the way
It' selling Nasi Lemak
so i ask mom bout it
she said that the stall was there when im a BABY!
WOAH!
so i decided to try it on the way back . . .

So we did stop by at the Stall
order a plate of Nasi Lemak with Chili Squid
then 2 Teh Tarik and a packet of mihun.

They sure have an old system of business
We doesn't need to pay after getting the food and they do no record it
(Im thinking what if people don pay and run off or when paying mention less order )
so i asked mom bout it
She say this is the old fashioned business tradition
They are based on honesty between consumers and sellers

OIC!

so after finished when to pay
Of course i mention everything i ate and paid the bill
it only cos Rm3.50 for the rice, Rm1.00 for the mihun , and 2 Teh Tarik is Rm 1.20
cheap right
haha

[Jeremy when u and dad back we go there eat again] its nice yet the sambal is spicy
im sure dad gonna love it
XD

then go UCSI la
went to Comp lab to help Wen Wen do Java since she say she not too sure how to do

so went and finish tutorial 6 and 7 with guided and unguided question
finish in 1 hour plus then went to class

Later biology lo

--------------Few Hours Later-------------
Later need to send car to Uncle to service
Mom brought back a wine from Uncle Simon from Macau for Uncle Peter

The wine look like a collection item

Picture as Below :

Then study Java lo
everyone keep asking me bout java
i didnt even study it
but yet i can revise while answering ppl answer ^^
Good Luck on tml quiz !!

Stupid pimple 3 in a row below my lips

2009-06-17T08:13:00.000-07:00

im like WTF!! when i see 3 pimple coming out of face when i went to look into the mirror in bathroom in the morning

i like gosh im so dead
and one of it is like SOOOOOOOO BIG

and worse to worse is i saw another 3 small pimple surrounding on one of the pimple

AAAAAAA
hate it

so i keep pressing until the blood come off but it seem it doesnt have the "head" to press on
zzz
so painful yet annoying

gosh

Bio Lab Session on Thursday

2009-06-11T17:54:00.000-07:00

today during bio lab session, we learn bout digestive and urinary system in body and there's a human torso model and a skeleton model

there are some model of joint and kidney also bone with interconnected muscle

I have been playing with the human torso model during most of the time in the lab session and removing those part one by one and took some pict

Here are those pict i taken in the class

Korean Food @ Woo Ga Chon

2009-06-11T07:46:00.000-07:00

Thursday
After bio lab at 325pm
then go BHP wash car at 340pm
went to pick up Jo Jo at LM 345
then went to meet Jack in Jusco to take back my $110

he was with his gf,ika there

Mom and sis when to eu yang shang to buy honey

then i and Jo Jo walk around till around 5pm

after then went to have dinner
Pre-Plan was to go for korean cuisine
so plan to go to Ampang, Korean Village
but didnt manage to go there
cos there another better suggestion of place
near Ampang
which located at
Taman Putra Sulaiman ,Jalan Sulaiman 1
Korean Restaurant name Woo Ga Chon

not a bad place
kinda small
but reasonable and nice food was served

have a look as below

New friend?

2009-06-10T09:52:00.000-07:00

erm erm
what to write
let see
today Calculus learn bout smthg
which i don really get it also

then 3 hour break
went for lunch with Sheue ling in Old Town

we chat alot bout the past and present
blah the whole 1 hour
then went to library talk for another 1 hour
until she left at 1pm for a class

Enjoy talking to her
old class mate and friend !

Been talking bout alot of ppl in 5K
bout those history stuff and we wanted to make a gathering with them

all like MIA jor
sad!

la la la~
then Java class learn bout smthg interesting. If and Else statement
cool
gonna try it on my previous food menu program

Planning an outing for tml with Jo Jo
gonna try a Korean restaurant in Ampang

tonight able to start conversation with 2 course mate
one is Wen Wen and another is Joanne
Wen Wen is a quiet girl and pretty sensitive and easily get scared (don't u agree? To : Wen WEn)

Joanne is a girl with an active mind, funny, love to joke, friendly person
able to blend into conversation with her

so far so good
got another 2 new friend (indirectly way)?
haha

Long Monday

2009-06-08T09:28:00.000-07:00

8th June

Today there calculus class, Mr. Ong was teaching about infinite limit
i really don get it what he was talking for the whole 1hour 30min
it's so confusing
suddenly negative infinity suddenly positive infinity
then suddenly cant negative and positive infinity =.=

blah blah blah
don get it at all
then tutorial for calculus make me slightly clearer bout infinite limit

after that Chemistry Quiz
woohoo

20 question quiz
did it all
make 2-3 mistake
gosh
should have change the answer
GRrrr

anyway it;s ok
the thing suck bout it is that i have to bend my head to look at the paper make my neck so pain T.T

after finish my quiz i hand in to Miss Alice
she told me she commented on my blog
so i rushed back home to check it out

i like WTF! internet connection DOWN!!

so frustrating
keep calling TMNET!! dial 100 on house phone

it took me 2 hour and 50 over calls over the phone
and what most PISS OFF is IM NOT DIRECTED to the OPERATOR
AAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! IM so curious bout Miss Alice's comment!! SAD!

nvm forget it
went out to pick Evonne from work then head back to her house to get my doggy(Bubble)
then went to grandma house eat and back home

At last, INTERNET IS BACK!
Life without internet is sucks

directly rush to my chem blog to check out the comment URL: http://lifeisachemistry.blogspot.com

Miss Alice gave me 3 comment
lucky im in good track ^^

Yay
so went and correct those mistake and etc

and now is so tired
as it already 1239am
need to sleep zZzZz

Moody Sunday

2009-06-07T05:07:00.000-07:00

as it is
It Sunday again
Sunday need a sundae due to the sun is in the top of the day
which mean HOT!!!!!!

hard the weather
getting warmer and warmer by day

this heat preventing me from revising my chemistry

Chap 1 - 3
it like in A-level unit 1 chap 1
gosh
back to A-level
maybe no need to read up mean

so check blog, thinking of next posting for chem assignment (hvnt got any)

sunday noon went out to do house work
watering plant wash d floor feed d pets change aquarium water

boring. . ..

Tonight no dinner. grandma not cooking

so back home to study for chem
took me an hour
and IM DONE WITH IT NOW
haha
book in the bag now

lalalalalal

Weather was cooler now just rained
for 15min?
so SHORT =.="

Had s spirulina drink for dinner im full now
need to sleep earlier today
tml got quiz

Sunday always is boring

Saturday's blue

2009-06-05T20:34:00.001-07:00

Thought can go out with Jo JO today
end up like expected
NO NO No
sien

monday got chem quiz
so studying chem now

Pain in the eye

2009-06-04T03:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night there was a sudden pain on my right eye's eye pocket
it was very pain
whenever i blink or close my eye, i feel the pain in it
as time goes by, the pain grow too
making me a hard time to focus on my bio lab report
and i end up giving up and went to sleep

this morning i woke up
the pain was still there which i wish it would be gone after one night
HAIZ!!!!!

then my right eye start to ache more and reddish skin come upon on the spot
went to school for Biology on 11-12 but arrived at school around 10 to completed the bio lab report

having hard time even to look at the screen to type
when completed ask Shawn to take a look at it as my eye feel very stressful

after that had some hard time printing that doc out
slowpoke printer
got problem d
zz
gonna bash it

so end up went to photostat shop to print it out
costs me RM 9.80

but nvm la

when class started, lecture was using the projector
my eye was so pain when looking at it
so i just read my note and chat with Choon Peng for awhile

when classs finished, i hand in the report and went to Suntex's clinic for treatment.

When enter the doc room, the doc ask what's my problem
i said my eye aches alot on the eye pocket since last night
she then took a mini torch light and start lookin into my eye
she settle down on her chair and said the muscle of the eye cramped and cause the pain. She said d cause of this event is due to over-stress and tired. . .
I cant agree more than her ;p

anyway
she gave a some pain killer and ask me to get more rest instead

Lazy Sunday

2009-05-31T00:20:00.001-07:00

Today feel so tired after doing those house work alone
and thanks to that "No-Good" Dog end up i have to clean the garden too zzzz

After that plan to do my assignment blog
but half way writing i wrote on the wrong thing(aspect) zzz
so need to rewrite the whole thing again

visit some of college mate blog
everyone seem to doing pretty good
and im seem moving in a very slow pace
SAD!!!

writing blog really gonna dry up my brain juice

finding info reading info interpret it and writing it really is tiring
sitting for hours yet not able to complete it.

shouldnt have design my own blog with html
so i can put more widget help to instead
XD

feeling lazy yet tired yet have unfinished work therefore cant lazy

hate the hot weather RAWR !!!

tired tired

maybe go cook some stuff to relax abit
hmm
cook lio who eat?

aaa
thinking what to do

1 . . 2... 3... 4... 5... 6.. 7...
alot undone work
better do it 1st

Why Again. . .

2009-05-30T01:42:00.000-07:00

smtm i really don get it
why izzit so
why r u quarreling regarding the same matter over and over again

i admit i wrote it
and i didnt did it again
why again wanna ngsong me
sigh

i didnt blame u for being wrong
i just wanna tell u im not wrong only
not that im always correct

is true i only know how to identify other ppl error but that doesnt mean that im always correct
u can correct me if u want

just that when u wanna blame me for smthg
show me some solid proof than randomly find smthg to blame on me

that matter i admit was my wrong
i just commented that's all
i did it i will admit
but you already quarrel bout that with me long ago
why not again?

i dunno la

Why again. . . .
i really don get it

Stress !!!

Trip to Sunway 29th March 09

2009-04-04T07:58:00.000-07:00

today was Installation Day in SSM
so Jo dated me along with her friend to go to Sunway
i was kinda late due to overslept
so i reach there around 930 and their event already over
OMG
SSM student population drop alot
haha

due to no transportation
i asked my uncle to lend his car to use
he agreed. ..
YAY got car use
(my mom wanna use the car so no car use, therefore need to lent from uncle)

so like usual her friend all doesnt have a consistent mind . .
last min few fly aeroplane and didnt even arrive
so Kenn , Jo and I went to Sunway alone
1st time go Sunway
so use GPS on phone for direction
haha
when we reached there around 10 smthg
all of us hvnt had our breakfast yet
hungry nia bleh

so went to Sushi King for Brunch
total spend was around $60 after using a RM 10 coupon i got. . .

pretty enjoying during the meal
play around with Jo Jo
then eat together
very sweet d

hehe

then later we wanted to go for Ice Skate but it was training lesson undergo at the rink
so we went to walk aorund 1st

then Jo keep calling her friend whether r they coming
in my mind thinking 100% fly aero d la them
not reliable
so as expected

10 ppl should be going there end up only 3
what a joke
(lazy bother bout their story)

so we went to shop around in Sunway
kenn wanted to look for a book
so we went to several book department there (MPH & Popular)
and enter several gift shop to look for a present for Jo's friend as tonight there a bday party . . .
walking around and around
haha
pretty nice
holding Jo's hand and looking at there silly and cute face
^^.

then around 3smthg we decided to have some games. . .
so we plan to have a bowling game
when we were there they said it;s fully occupied and need to wait until 830 pm
=.=
what a joke!!!

so we went to the archery shop which just next to it
didnt really know how to play
but just try out
Jo seem to be aching after game
weak stamina
;p

after that we dont have any plan what to do
so went for a movie
long Q for tickets
sienz

so we watched "The Tale of Desperaux".
it bout a mouse with big ear living in a City which previously known of the Delicious Soup
but after an event where a rats drop into the soup of the Queen and caused the Queen to died, therefore the King implement a new rules where no SOup No Rats in the City
so . . . the rest of it, u just have to watch it in Cinema
haha

after that went to shopping again
went into a gourment "Alien"
bought a shirt
Jo insisted wanna pay for it
but i said share
i know she always wanted to buy me smthg but always couldnt

at least she look happy now
then now is her turn to shop
she was looking for a sling-bag
so we walked few lots but couldnt find the type of sling-bag she want
until we reach a place call "Asian Street"(smthg like that)
there was a shop fill with Pink item(girl item)
she went in and took some sight on some bag and accessory
glad she found what she wanted
^^
she bought some bags and accessory
as usual
bill we share
hehe

it was pretty late that time
around 630

so after that we went to those Multimedia Area
went to ask for the price to fix her phone
which keypad is ruined

pretty expensive
130++++
then i asked for my laptop RAM

pretty expensive too
so after that we went back to where i parked my car
and head to Jennifer's house at Alam Jaya
look like no one there
all is her relative and friend. . .
anyway
they have buffet catering which is their own business
the food was pretty nice
i ate alot of the lamb chop
XD
until overloaded

there is a puppy look pretty cute but abit messy . . .

after the dinner we went out to have a stroll and take
it was pretty late by time Jennifer cut her bday cake
it was around 1030
then send Jo's home
didnt really have any intimacy with her that day

she bite my tongue
ouch. . .

then when reached my grandma house
ask my uncle to fetch me back after sending Kenn back home
tired indeed

~slept!~
haha

3rd Day in Taiwan

2009-04-04T07:55:00.000-07:00

went to 101 Taipei . . .
lazy to write la
cos i also very blur bout that trip only know did nthg much

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=95295&id=686463827&l=522306de89

2nd day in Taiwan

2009-04-04T07:42:00.000-07:00

woke up early morning around 8 and depart to a mountain(forgot waht the name exactly)
we took train with aunt to a place(dunno the name too XD)
We were hungry because hvnt had our breakfast
so walk aorund that area and found a shop selling some noodle
called some "Zha Jiang Mian, and smthg la" cant remember the name

(forgetful la me ;p)

after that took bus to the destination
there was a flower festival there where alot flower is blooming
but it need a VERY VERY long walk up to hill
i think around 6km walk UP the hill
ewwww
leg pain like hell
as the road is so long and yet HOT!!!
hate it most

but when we reached up there, everything feel better as the environment fill with colourful and lots of flower
which really give a pleasant feeling

been around there for 4 hours
so long
leg pain . . . T.T

took some pict of the flowers (view on the link below)

after that went to The First Prime Minister of Taiwan Mansoon which now converted in a Tourism location as the wife of his love flower alot and they have a Spendid garden which have tons of species of roses and other flower which also divided into several part i.e Western Style Garden, Chinese Style Garden , Herbs Garden and etc

whole journet bout FLOWERS

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=95291&id=686463827&l=9cc01603d3

Life of Jasonyap

處女座

梦里有梦见了你

当处女座遇到天蝎座

Realise how much You Meant to me

Little Scorpio II

Little Scorpio

某某

其实我。。。。

Why Should I?

18th September Baby (Very True bout me)

如果当时的我会做到这7个东西；

True Relationship

Waiting

Questions and Doubt of my Decision

99 Simple Fact of Guy (In Bold = Me)

挂心

Message in the bottle

既有我陪你到老

你永远也会是他最不舍得的女人

慢长的路，远长的痛

30th September 2011

Contented

不想你们担心

放宽心情, 面对生活

我一生中放不了的东西

New Starting Point of my Life

Great Friends in My Life (UCSI)

The Virgo-an Birthday 18.09.11

17th September 2011

16th September 2011

张栋梁-当你孤单你会想起谁

張棟梁 寂寞邊界

15th September 2011

14th September 2011

Reduce Consumption of Shark Fins!

12 September 2011

11th September 2011

10th September 2011

9th September 2011

2011 First Updates and FlashBack of 2010

Holiday Mood Vanished

Food poisoning

Midvalley 1 Day Excitement N Fun 11/7/09

Pool game with bro and friend 8/7/09

Farewell brunch with Dad N uncle Simon 5/7/09

Java Mid Term exam 3/7/09

Dinner in Hulu Langat with Uncle Simon+Uncle Albert's Family 1/7/09

Dinner with Uncle Albert 28/06/09

Java Xtra class N Father's Day celebration

stressful day

Cozzy Thursday

Java Test

Thursday 18 June 09

Stupid pimple 3 in a row below my lips

Bio Lab Session on Thursday

Korean Food @ Woo Ga Chon

New friend?

Long Monday

Moody Sunday

Saturday's blue

Pain in the eye

Lazy Sunday

Why Again. . .

Trip to Sunway 29th March 09

3rd Day in Taiwan

2nd day in Taiwan

張棟梁寂寞邊界