Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Reduce Consumption of Shark Fins!

Nothing much i would wanna say  regarding to myself today
However, something come into my mind that i would like to share my thought and feeling about

It was my good friend yet good brother, Nikolai Wong Fu Shun,
shown me a video regarding to shark fin




Have you people wonder why shark fin cause so much?
And have u ask yourself why do you love to consume it so much?

Well Nikolai ask me "What do you feel bad about when eating shark fin?"
I answered , "Well, it would be my wallet, spending on it"

After watched the video, I find my answer is kinda ridiculous
The one that i should felt bad to was to the Shark!

Shark breed only to a small amount of baby shark yearly
and how many fins are there in the shark? There's only 3


Yearly the killing rate of shark was humongous! Have you guys ever consider to stop eating it?


I feel sinful when watching the amount of sharks died for just a pleasure of consumers

Eating shark fin hardly even give you any satiety to your diet except the feeling of luxury

Was does luxury defined to you?

There's one, someone told me he was a rich man
but he isnt rich in financially
but rich in life

Does that consider as luxury?
For that very person, i think he is, he have a great family, great job, great friends and enjoy his life a lot

Sharks are currently one of the endangered species in our Mother Nature
yet we have not ever appreciate what was given to us yet harming them and making thing worse as we are all today

I agree not everyone consume it daily however there are some that consume them daily

Consider on the marketing side,
if there's less demand = less killing of shark

I hope everyone of you might actually consider thinking about it

What make you feel about when eating shark fin?

However till the end i answered Fu Shun again
that i feel bad about my wallet and also mainly to the shark that been tortured by my sins

Hope all of you might felt the same as well

Heal the World !

Sunday, September 11, 2011

12 September 2011

还有六天就到我生日,看来也是一个人度过了吧。五天后,又要考试和要交阿塞门了。
今天刚刚考完一个试,真的不大会做,但是还能应付得来。
考完试过后,就去弄录茶布丁,上的星期的布丁很难看, 闻起来好像酸奶!
看看照片吧

回到家过后,听见一首歌和我心情很想同。

张栋梁 - 怎么会哭





終於不再問了 你想要什麼
終於不再遷就 你提的每個要求
終於不再執著 當你只求離開我
我決定讓你走 不要你跟著我受折磨 嗚~嗚~

怎麼會哭 我怎麼會哭
我以為我能撐得住 能承受失去你的 孤獨
怎麼會哭 我怎麼會哭
明明我微笑著說出 只要你能過得幸福 我就很滿足

再用不著承諾 你的明天沒有我
再用不著擔憂 沒辦法陪伴你會寂寞 嗚~嗚~

怎麼會哭 我怎麼會哭
我以為我能撐得住 能承受失去你的 虛無
怎麼會哭 我怎麼會哭
難道我還不夠知足 還不捨從前的相處

我不能哭 我怎麼能哭
絕不要你看我無助 讓你覺得愛我是 錯誤
怎麼能哭 有什麼好哭
只要你能過的幸福 就算再苦我也彷彿 得到了祝福





听了过后,眼睛里突然有了泪水。
想起以前的我们, 和现在的我们
天天吵吵闹闹,感情哪里会也好呢


很多放不下的你
怎么会哭了去来呢?
我真得以为我能撑的住,  能承受失去你的孤獨
原来是不可能的,心很软
你也恨恨地和我说你不想和我在一起
过了足足五年,但是感情不是变得也好反而变得破裂











回忆充满整个房子 我们的住处 
围困我笑與不會茶也不思一個人恍恍和惚惚 
相愛的國度裡沒有人進住 
回憶換來我的腳步 阻礙了出路 
證明了妳的自私妳的談吐慘忍的看著我無助 
平淡的回應我虛假的無辜 
痛徹心扉記憶的傷 一吋一吋傷妳的冷酷 
否定我這些日子以來的付出 
不能睡的痛楚 不知名的憤怒 
不能上诉 只能安靜 痛哭 
回憶換來我的腳步 阻礙了出路 
證明了妳的自私妳的談吐慘忍的看著我無助 
平淡的回應我虛假的無辜 
痛徹心扉記憶的傷 一吋一吋傷妳的冷酷 
否定我這些日子以來的付出 
不能睡的痛楚 不知名的憤怒 
不能上诉 只能安靜的痛哭 
痛徹心扉記憶的傷 一吋一吋傷妳的冷酷 
告訴我不再需要有我來保護 
不能睡的痛楚 不知名的憤怒 
不能上诉 只能安靜的痛哭





久等了你,果然到最后还是因为笨笨的我一直没放弃等待忙碌的你。
活在忙碌的生活的我,浪费了大半天等待你回来,回到我身边, 但是
每样事情也不顺利,心想在大日子的一天能和你好好的谈谈,果然还是吃了一个大白果,从头吃到脚去。可悲可悲,犯贱的我

11th September 2011

昨晚睡得不好,六点多才能睡。一起来心情也不是很好。心里觉得今天也不是一个好日子。
心情闷闷不乐,不能专心温习明天的考试。也没心情去做“阿塞门”。

Sometime life is just unfair,
I remember the promises u made with me 6 years back
You promise 4 years later u will open up and talk to her but in the end you never kept your promise
You never fulfill what you promised me yet tell me you are afraid to ask
5 years past, you reason was still the same
6 years later and also current year, finally I had been accepted and you finally open up
however not long later, We are apart in 2 different places.
Why can't you just tolerate and accompany me once in awhile?
Why do you love to lie to me?
Why can't you ever keep your promise?
Just because of your own selfishness, you can just dump me?
Do you think I'm a toy for you to mingle around with?

Have you ever consider how i felt?
You can left so easily and walked away as nothing ever happen
Your heart is cold as Blizzard and hard as granite!!

Just few word from your mouth, and my 6 years of waiting all went to drain?
My effort, my time, my future, my money and my everything went to waste just because of your one statement?

1 week later is my birthday! and this how you treat me?
Over the 6 years, ask yourself,
How many Valentine Days you been thru with me? ONCE!
How many time did you celebrate my birthday with me? ONCE!
How many time did you keep rejecting my outing invitation? MANY MANY TIME
How many time did you stay by my side when I'm in trouble?
How many time have u listen to what I'm saying and never talk back?

Have you ever thing you are over-doing it?

You and Your FRIEND!
Spoiled my life!

You care for your friend more then me
You care for your Facebook more then me
You care for your games more then me
You care for your studies more then me
You put me nearly below everything that possible be rated/ranked!

How many birthday party of your friends you attended in 6 years? Almost all of them if they have one
How many Outdoor Activities/Outing you went with them? Way more then with me
How many time you neglect me cause of them? Almost EVERYTIME!!
How many time you reject them? Almost Never!
How many time we quarrel because of time? Countless of time

You protect your friend more then you cherish me!
This is how selfish you are!!!

You ARE FOREVER SELFISH!!

All you care is your own happiness, and your EVERYTHING!

What about me? NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS

I'm THE MOST IDIOTIC FELLOW that always thinks "Hope is in TOMORROW" This is total bullshit statement! Hope is never there when YOU ARE SELFISH!!

Friday, September 9, 2011

10th September 2011

今天起来天气好冷. 风吹得很大. 看见树叶飘来飘去如在跳舞一样. 好漂亮一个美景。同时弄到我很想以及赖床。天色很好,太阳叔叔一直呆着在天中里照着大地。心情算是平复了一点。把话说了去来心情也晴朗了。她总以安静起来听我说的话。回念过去真的能人看开很多。想起以前的我们多么开心多么的幸福,看见现在的我们真比不上以前的我们。但是希望一直都在我们的未来。



说起朋友,我家里有三个好朋友如家人。个人也要烦恼但是在我们左右一定会我其他的他们在身偏。每个我们有我们的烦恼和过去,有很多不能说的烦恼和难题也不想再去祥和去烦恼,朋友们一直都在身偏陪伴我们。不说多不问多只是等待我们说去心里话。
有你们的问好已经足够了。至少把烦恼减少一大半。

昨天有个朋友说我应该开个博客写我在 Brisbane 下厨的菜色。 我在想我好不好写一个呢?
但是我弄出的菜色也是乱乱来的。

在 Brisbane , 学会了很多东西尤其是烹饪。在忙碌的身活,烹饪真的能然一个人把所有的烦恼和堆满的功课放一偏,传心在准配材料和下厨把每一道菜弄好和把他调味到可口。
没想到烹饪也是一个蛮好玩的嗜好。

先到这里,回到忙碌的阿塞门!做了好多天还是没完没了! 恨到暴!

9th September 2011

蓝蓝的天, 白白的云, 录录的草地, 黄黄的花.
但是在美丽的应景下偏偏有个懒多虫.那就是我也.
在忙碌的生活里,人生中有数多的难题,数多的问号,
难道这些东西能把我拉到吗?但然是不能!做人应该往前跑!
遇到难题也要往前走因为美好的明天某某在前面等待有心人来临。

我的心好烦恼。 你在哪里?为什么你没回我的?
你玩到忘了我吗? 为什么你可以玩到忘了我呢?
人在做天在看,难道你不再在乎我在担心你吗?


看见好多兄弟们和另一半甜甜蜜蜜有点羡慕!
看见了你们的快乐想起我的空虚。

想回过去看不见的未来,
怀念的过去希望在未来
如果有一天我们再见面
时间会不会倒退一点
也许我们都忽略
互相伤害之外的感觉
如果哪一天我们都发现
好聚好散不过是种遮掩
如果我们没发现
就给彼此多一点时间





在这一天,我一直在想是不是我太担心你了还你是你不再乎我在担心你呢??
我的“阿塞门” 做了好几天了但是还没有什么进展。我觉得开始分心了。还是我真不会做我的“阿塞门“? 我搞不懂。 很希望能找回过去的我。

在这里的日子能说有好有不好, 但是好的也不会好到哪里去。
这里的老师很偏心,作业明明做得很好但是就是他偏心把我的分数拉低了。
我努力的作业就将被他破碎了。但是我也不会放弃, 如果我放弃的话,他就开心死了。
人在做,天在看。但是就是因为那个小人把我的自信拉到了。弄到我在做么也会疑问到底我做得对吗。

你真的让我很奢望,你不理会我会担心,你只会和你朋友快快乐乐痛快的玩但是就偏偏忘了有一个人一着在等待你的回信。你就是爱护列我,在你心里我不存在的吗?
在你需要我你就会找我, 不需要我的时你就护列我。 你在当我是什么?
小狗吗?你爱玩时就找我,不爱玩时就把我丢掉。
你有想过我感受吗?
你爱说你为我做了数多的东西,陪伴我多久。 但是你有想过你真真为我做的有多少吗?
我为你做的东西多得很, 你不了解,我也不爱说多。说多只会吵起来。 吵了五年多快到了
是你不懂得爱护我还是我一人太爱你?把你中坏了。
数多年和你度过但是到现在你好像还不了解我个人。
是我不爱说还是是你不爱听我说?
我对你每一句的话都是中我心了说去来但是你好像当我说风凉话。
你几时才会学会安静地听我说的话?

我日日夜夜在想着谁
闭上眼睛感觉你就在我周围



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  • 那一天我背对着你走远
  • 忍住了在眼角的泪水
  • 经过多少个天亮和天黑
  • 我终于学会怎么想念
  • 我和你唯一的旧照片
  • 当时的我们笑得多甜
  • 蝴蝶就要展翅飞
  • Saturday, March 19, 2011

    Turning a New Leaf

    I deserved things that are better then what i have now!
    I did so much for you and all you think of is YOURSELF?

    Your Friends, Your Facebook, Your Nap, Your Games, Yours Joy, Everything is Bout Yourself!

    Just made me realize how IDIOTIC i was to make my EVERYTHING to be YOURS!!

    I finally took the courage to challenge the impossible
    i thought i could never put You down
    but now i did it

    You Just Don't Worth to be SO IMPORTANT to Me
    when your life was never filled up with me!

    U can choose to protect and defend your FRIEND and FACEBOOK over me??

    What a pathetic LOVER ARE YOU!!

    I'm STUPID ENOUGH FOR WAITING YOU FOR 4 YEARS

    Whatever the shit u wanna tell me NOW is all CRAP AND RUBBISH!

    On these day,
    Will be the turning point of my Life!
    I'll show everyone including you and ur idiotic friends

    How capable i can be
    How influential i can be
    How strong i can be
    How well known i can be
    How Smart i can Be

    All of it JUST BY MYSELF!!
    Whatever i have achieved so far
    WAS NEVER A SINGLE YOUR CONTRIBUTION

    YOUR contribution to my life is just TORTURE AND SUFFER and just abit of HAPPINESS in between of it

    WE been quarreling the same bloody issue over the years and YOU ARE NEVER OVER WITH IT
    so NOW SUCK WITH IT
    and be whatever you want

    IM not bothered if you read this post or what
    or even it spoil my image for saying all those foul word
    AS U DESERVE ALL OF IT

    Wednesday, January 19, 2011

    2011 First Updates and FlashBack of 2010

    Well,throughout the year 2010, there's a lots of happening event from meeting new friends to losing some friends and regaining some friends too... Friends come and goes as time travels but well, good friends is always there no matter how many time we lost them at the end we still together :)

    During the whole 2010, I learned a lot of new peoples and things that I never had a chance to meet or do. UCSI University was the place that all my experiences and ups and downs happened. and it just another 12 more weeks before i Left UCSI and it been bothering me all the time and thinking if i should go anot.. But well when things comes it will just be there for me to face it. But i will live my days in UCSI and with a whole bunch of friends to the fullest.

    Let me start with UCSI first,
    In UCSI, i met a lot of friends especially from my batch. They are all unique in a very special way where all expressed and make a great remarks in my heart no matter are they close or distant friends. I'll definately remember all of you. The ups and downs we went thru was just uncountable. From some which we actually didnt know each others to working together in a groups and from those having conflict due to misunderstanding become friends (even though kinda distanct friends). UCSI is a place where i really grown up a lot.Even though it isnt a really Great Uni but it sure gave me a very memorable experiences and memories.

    In UCSI, I'm one of the committee in SASSA as the Vice President (Food Science), title sound very nice to hear but burden is even greater.. Well there's never ZERO internal conflict in a cooperation same goes to SASSA. But in my opinion, i got a Great Group of Members to help me out. SASSA organize a great numbers of Events such as IBS (Intervarsity Biochemistry Seminar), WOW Food Fair, PDRM Forensic Visit, Paintball, and the latest one was Let's Go Physical Saturdays [Broga Hill Hiking (22/01/2011), FRIM Jungle Trekking (29/01/2011) and Outback Broga Camp (12/02/2011). All the exciting events was just for much fun and we learn a lots such a leadership quality, teamwork quality, social qualities, management qualities, planning skill, and even publicity skills. SASSA is one of my priority commitment in UCSI. Like for Food Fair, We actually stay overnight till 12am just to prepare everything on that day and for few nights we been working and planning the whole events. I learnt how to be more approachable and even works as a team. As the Vice President of SASSA, Im in charge of Public Relationship too, therefore any connection to the members will be made by myself. Well it's a great thing im in SASSA, as i get to know a lot more of people and even build up my social skill and confidence. However, I will be leaving SASSA too soon.. Kinda Sad but in another way im glad my team and I brought SASSA to another levels of approach and making it not just been recognised within the clubs but by the University.

    In UCSI, group members, classmates, SASSA's members, SASSA's committees members are very important factors that kept me together and grown up along with them. So Hereby i Thanks you guys alot for everything that happen in UCSI. Even when im in UQ i would never forget those memorable moment we had. and if there Alumi for us, i would be first one volunteer to be in it :)

    Well, regarding myself, I cant remember much happening much of mine beside what happen in UCSI. haha

    No matter what trouble i had, there's always someone that i can rely on for me to lean on, she is always there for me no matter what happen. Really thanks Joanne for that, however, recently we have real conflict on ur relationship, we tend to quarrel.. Well it might be my fault that i wanted more time from her before i leaving to UQ. Just this year i could have more time with her in Uni and im kinda upset when she always just left after class without accompany me when i always in Uni at 8am waiting for her no matter i how late is my class is.. but well, i really hope before Valentine we could really make out to be a very stable relationship.. i just hope...
    been 4 years i wanting it to be a stable relationship. Just some simple request but yet tough to accomplish? Maybe is just for her... I just wanted more time with her. To be recognised by her parent. Spending time with her outing or even just stay at her house im very happy with it... but just such simple request she say im forcing her to do tough decision... Kinda sad bout it..

    Beside this issue, I always have a great bunch of Good and Cool Friend in Uni, They are David Chung, Nikolai Wong, Christine Chua, Chu Ying, Chun Hsien, Chin Hong, Cyrus, Mandeep, Mei Li, Wai Tuck, Dwayne, CK, Chon Peng,Nicole Yee, Nicole Teh and many many more!! Well i really thanks you guys for walking with me along my 2 years in Food Science and Nutrition Degree, Especially the first three person... You 3 are just like my brothers and sisters... Great in all way, always by my side no matter how bad and imbecile i am in my act and supporting me always... I gonna make a great remark of u guys in my heart :D Seriously without you guys i will be a real loner in UNI!! We used to hang out very often, meeting up together no matter what time is our class, we definately will meet up even not in class. You guys are the BEST of The Best!! So don't you guys ever forget me! If you do, I won't :)
    So for those that are still single, i hope you will find a new bf or gf asap and if get marry don forget to invite i will fly back from Aus to drink ur dinner :P
    And try not to be hasty k? U guys will make me worry even though is just a small matter. Cos we are just like a big family

    Kinda tired of writing... so i stop here... others flashback i will updates it in the future when i comes across my blog and feel like writing smthg down :)