当时的我们

你还记得吗？
我想念那是的我们
如果你能看得见
我想跟你说
那位朋友就是你
请你回我吧

我不知道你能看见吗
可是我希望你能
逃避并不是好办法

为何你在逃避我呢？
难道，我真的不值得你浪费一秒的时间吗？

我有东西要给你
希望你能过给我一点点的时间

我有话想跟你说

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The First Step 踏出第一步

许多人说

能过做到第一个人踏出第一步

就能改变许多事情

Many saying said that,
able to be the first person to step out the first step
capable of changing numerous of things around

可是，事实并是那么简单直接

很多勇敢的踏出那一步

可是不能过得到妳的回答

就是永远在等待答案

But, things isn't as easy as it is
lots of courage man, took the first step
however haven't gotten a reply
end up waiting forever for an answer

当你，

想起一位朋友

还是一个在你生命中曾经对你很重要的人

你会很想拿起勇气来和她对话

可是往往你在他心目中不再是任何人

比陌生人更陌生

感觉真的是很奇怪吧？

When you,
start to think of a friend
or someone whom once an important person in your life
and you wanted to take up the courage to speak to them
but sadly to know that, you are no longer anyone in them
even foreign than a stranger
How weird does that feeling felt like?

如果有一天，你想起他

也拿起了勇气去找他

踏出那一步,

可是她并不回你

真的失望和伤心

If one day, you miss her
took up the courage to look for her
step out the first step
but she never look back at you
that's really disappointing and painful

也许踏出那一步

能然你人生改变了许多的变化

那一步就像把你人生改变了

新一个开始，新一种接触

Maybe, taking the first step
might eventually change your life
a step which completely turned over
a new start, a new approaches

在人生中许多事情是勉强不来

也许并不是你的就不轮到你去拥有

可能就是注定了吧？！

In life, lots of things doesn't come in your way
maybe it's just not yours, and it wouldn't be yours
probably it's destined to be as it is

当人生走到一段路程，

人生会开始改变，

人会成长了，会懂事了，

人的生命如期简单,

可以很复杂

When life reach a distance
Life would start to change
People grown up, became matured
Life is rather that simple
at the same time is rather complicated as well

可是为何要那么固执呢？

不如把事情放在上帝的手中，

相信他会把你人生安排好

But why do we need to be so stubborn on certain things?
Why not put faith in God
Trust that He would plan your life in his way

踏出第一步不是那么简单

至少给我，一点都不简单

我拿去了很多的勇气

来踏出那一步

Taking the first step isn't easy at all
At least for me, it's ain't easy
It took lots of courage
to step out this first step

可是我并得不到你的回答

一句也没有

我真的很希望能过再和你寻找以前的我们

我懂得时间不能回到过去

But yet i couldn't get an answer from you
Not even a word
I really hope that we could seek back our past
I knew time is irreversible

错过以前就不能 再有以后吗？

至少也告诉我如何能改变

难道原谅是那么难吗？

Couldn't there be future even though we missed out the past?
At least acknowledged me what to change
Is forgiving so difficult for you?

并不是没爱过，并不是没好过

并不是没快乐过，并不是没在一起过

为何能变到如此地陌生？

Not that we never love before, Not that we never in a good relationship
Not that we never had joyous memories, Not that we never been together
Why are we like stranger now?

难道不说话，不见面 就能够忘掉过去吗？

至少告诉我原因比好过一句也不回我

Does remain silent, unseen would forget what we been through in the past?
At least let me know a single word, rather than an unanswered question

也许我曾经做过对不起你的事，

也许我曾经做过一个负心人，

也许我曾经让你有个很不愉快，

我就想向你道歉，对你不起

Probably i did something against you
Probably i have hurt you in the past
Probably I gave you a bad moment in the past
I would like to seek your forgiveness, I'm Sorry

我不能肯定你会看见

也许永远也不会看看得到

可是我想你知道,没事情是不能过回头望的

I'm not sure whether would you see this
Or maybe you wouldn't see it in your life
But i really want you to know, nothing is impossible
even looking back at the past

我踏出那一步来和你对话也并不简单

踏出那一步来写这个部落格也不是很愉快一件事

可是我想你知道，你在我人生的路程是很重要

可能你不知道，可能我没对你说过

也许我们有许多误会，不过也至少给大家一个机会　

Taking this first step to start a conversation with you isn't simple
Taking the first step to write this blog wasn't a very joyful act
but i want you to know, in my life you played an important part of it
Maybe you might not know, maybe i have not said it
maybe we have lots of misunderstanding, but at least give us a chance to clarify

当时的我们如何快乐的在一起

那些并不是过去，

那些时刻还在我脑海里

我们的经过，我们的努力

我们的时刻，我们的友情

我们的爱情，我们的接触

The joyous memories we once had in past
That's ain't past
Those memories lies in my memory like it was just yesterday
Our path being together, our hardship
Our Moment, Our Friendship
Our Love, Our Approach

难道在你心里一点也不存在吗？

还是你把它藏起来了？

不辛苦吗？

快乐吗？

Does they not exist even a bit in your heart or memories?
Have you hidden it?
Isn't it painful?
Are you happy?

我真的很想找回你

I really wish to find you back

Jayz

The one loved me, I hurt her

The one I loved, She hurt me

I'm always struggling in this midst of confusion

The Untold Story

Days goes by
Work load increase

I don't know why i feel so fatigue
What have been holding deep under my heart?

Looking through the photos,
the memories that we once had
All seem to fading away in you

Probably the one don't wish to move forward is me alone
I know there's no turning back

Am i happy with what i have?
I don't know
I might be putting a smile on my face
but deep down i felt loneliness accompany me all the while

I been seeking someone to fill up that loneliness
i realize it's not possible

I can't accept anyone new
I lost confidence in myself
I felt its never the same again

I tried to confront you
But everything is pointless

"What is there to talk when we never talk in the past"
How True is that?

I don't know whether losing you in my life was a great impact
I probably been relying on you all these while
Someone that could listen to me and able to disperse my problem into dust

You could have been long away in my life
but do i miss you?
Yes I do

I never able to remove everything i had about you
Even now,
Everything from Day 1 till the last day
Still exist in my database

I felt an indescribable feeling within me
I feel fatigue all the time, walking alone
Parent and Friend could be a listener
but the feeling is so different when it is you

I wish someone could fill in the place
I just need someone who i can speak to without worrying anything
I realize i have self-depression without aware of it
I tend to find way to cheer myself up, but it was only a temporary solution
I still felt loneliness deep under

You are irreplaceable.

There's a saying
If you Love someone,
even you let him/her go.
It will return back at some point in life

Why do i miss someone like you?
that i should be hating so much?

The more you love, the more you hate?
At the same time, the more you hate, the more you miss
The greater the pain

If thing could be much more direct and naive
It would be a greater way to over look thing

I'm really Tired
I wish not to move on

But I'm loaded with too much work and due date which i couldn't stop moving on

很多微笑，明知道虚伪却还强挤着笑容；

很多回忆，明知道痛心却还是无法释怀；

很多时候，明知道厌倦却始终一成不变；

很多放弃，明知道美好却始终不甘离去；

很多渴望，明知道无用却始终想得到理解；

很多束缚，明知道拉扯，却还是摆脱不了；

很多事情，明知道结局却还是想停也停不下