Sweet Jo Jo

Maybe start by yesterday night
suddenly got a msg from Jo
which goes
"Let me keep it to myself . You sure say i hua xin1 cos i "admire" quite a number of guys . LOL
I'd never tell jason bout tis"

Hmm
this message seem to talking to another guy right??
plus with my sensitive feeling very fast it burst into my anger
On top of that, it was already 1.48am that time i receive this msg
hmmm
really heart broken

Quarrel with her so long bout it
i even ask her for Break up
Jo keep deny that she wrote that and keep saying it was Jack that send her that msg and accidentally forwarded it to me
In the end, i still doesnt not trust her . . . .
Then . ..
v quarrel whole night till 3am
and i feel so heart broken which i ignore Jo completely
then i went to sleep

on the next morning
Jo send me a msg saying "morning "
then the next one saying "Laogong . .. . ."

i feel so weird that time
the blood rushed thru my head thinking why isnt she quarreling upon yesterday matter yet could nicely talk to me
then dunno up to a time i feel guilty that i didnt trust her
but she seem to be quite sweet and nice this morning
she could talk to me nicely and didnt ngsong or fa my pi qi
that pretty weird

then the whole day v like totally ignore bout the matter happened last night
Kinda happy bout it
she became so tolerate-able with me
even joke and treat me so sweet
im very touched with her change

the whole day she was been so sweet
im so in love with her

;p

Jo, I Love You <3

Busy Busy Day

Today around 5pm went to Pantai Cheras to visit Kelly Wong
she been in hospital for 2 days already due to "chu ma"
pity her
look so pale and slim down alot
hvnt seen her for 2 years
didnt imagine would see her in hospital

after that jasmine and I went to Leisure Mall
we went to meet up with Jo at Popular Bookstore..
she was buying some colour+glitter paper for "B.M week"
she seem to be more concentrate on it than on me
sad =.="
She bought a chinese story book
haha
it a "er tong(kid) story book" haha
i laughed at her
she blushed
pretty cute indeed

after that we went to night market together
walking together . . .
but she always keeping a great distance away from me
feel so sad . . .
why cant v walk together
sigh
doesnt matter
all she know is to say i don understand her when i ask her bout those
why didnt she even understand me back instead T.T
haiz
anyway
all i could do is to pretend nthg and smile
later we went to buy fruit rojak
that scene was pretty fun
she insisted wanan pay and don want me to settle the bill
so i bought my sis the rojak cracker and settle the bill together
That silly Jo really cute sometime

after that she just left my sight again and disappear . . .
why do i always need to look at her back every single time. . . .

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then my sis and i bought 2 pieces of "jing lung bao" and a "sat kei mah"
then back to grandma house at Cheras

that night dinner was porridge with "pei dan" , "ham dan" and slim pork meat
quite nice
haha
after that couldn;t decide where to go. . .
didnt went for movie that night
so plan to go on Sat instead

tired night
then glad to saw Jo's pict
she pretty sweet in it
gave me a smile on my face
but that v ngsong each other again. . . .
aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
cant v together nicely????????

Today 19th Feb 09
my Dad, Raymond Yap birthday
he is currently in Macau
WIsh him A Happy Birthday ^^

hopefully he will climb higher than his post
and more successful

today he should be quite enjoying as my mom, uncle and aunty and his friend purposely visit him from Malaysia to have dinner with him
today dinner should hv alot of great wine on table to drink
haha
would be a nice one


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Today Jo upset bout me
she say i didnt help her wish my dad
though i did
only i told her i wish my dad on her behalf as "Happy Birthday Dad"
but it was a joke
and she said im crazy . . . .
haiz.. . ..

she hv a button fall off from her shirt
so she asked me a question whether to put the hairpin on the cloth or the hair
she said that if put it on cloth she wont "zhao guong" but hair will messy
but if put on her hair, she will "zhao guong"

this silly Jo
isnt it very obvious?

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today quite tiring
doing side-stepping 3ooo time today
WOW
i cant even believe it myself im so motivated bout it
haha
not bad
maybe tomorrow could do more
sweat alot
my shirt is fill with sweat now
my leg abit ache
holiday is boring
hope to go on vacation or find time with Jo(but somehow she always reject me . . . feel so upset
is spending some time with me is so difficult. . . haiz)
i dunno whether when could i c Jo
Jo u know i VERY MISS u
WHY cant u come out accompany me few hours .. . .
i didnt demand for a day nor half a day but only 3 hours . . .
u also don give it to me

nevermind
it almost time to fetch my sis . . .

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Preparation for Valentine

This was few days ago before Valentine's Day arrive. . .
Just a flashback memories about it. . .
so that i wouldn't forget it. . .

on 14th Feb, it Valentine's Day and also Jo's bday
it really nice having a partner which hv bday on Valentine

so i bouhght her a Valentine Card
which pretty cool
it look like a certificate card with entitle with The Sexiest Valentine
so i written her name there and signed below for her
kinda like it
it have a black background with some kisses on the side of the card
(will updated the pict next time )

the whole week before it, i was wondering what i could buy for her. . .
Toys she had alot of it which almost occupy her bed
Necklace i gave quite alot
Earring i gave quite alot too recently

i was scratching my head what should i buy
im totally blank about what to get her. . .
Until then i thought of going into Body Shop's shop to get her some stuff from it

therefore i got her some item from there such as facial cleaner, body butter, soap and etc
which hv a flavour of strawberry which i found that quite suitable for her ^^
all in i bought it for $100 over. . .

hmm
i thought that would be not enough . . .
therefore after consider alot of time and some friend told me just buy one would be good enough saying "one stone kill two birds"
i feel it kinda stingy to do so or feel kinda weird to do so

end up i start having a headache what to get next
and suddenly an idea blast into my mind that i could get her an anklet instead
since i havent saw her with any anklet before
so i been searching in several places to get her one

and finally after the long hour search i arrive at Jusco Aeon Cheras Selatan, a shop name "Scorpion"
i found a nice anklet to give it to her which hv star in it (i forgot to take the pict ;p)
which costly rough about 50$

hmm
i still wonder would that be enough then after walking around the shop for several turn i saw a silver necklace with heart in it
pretty nice for a valentine gift ^^
so i bought it too
all in 140$
wow kinda expensive but worth it. . .
my wallet kinda flat now
almost out of cash . . .
sad sad

and suddenly i thought of something
is to buy her a fruit cake as she love it alot
searching within the mall
there isnt any nice one
end up time close to 3p.m and need to fetch my sis from school
which causes myself to forgot to order cake
really silly me

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Hot and moody day

Today around 4a.m my mom depart to Macau to celebrate my Dad's bday on 19th Feb
leaving my sis for me to take care

i just slept for 5 hours then around 630 woke up and ready to fetch my sis to school
after fetching her to school, i return home and feel tired but yet couldn't sleep

i dunno what could i do during this time
feel like going out to meet some friend but no one was around. . .
feel like finding some stuff to do but yet nthg to do. . . .

Holiday this long really giving me a boring and moody feeling
why i couldn't enjoy my holiday ??

i very miss Jo Jo. . . but v couldn't meet often
when there's possible of meeting up. . she always doesn't wanted to
feel kinda sad bout it

anyhow all i could do was to respect her. . . .

Today weather is so hot that make my mood even worse . . .
sitting at home doing exercise watching movie . . . .
really kinda of boring with that hot weather

i wonder could i possible do what i wanted. . . .
how will my future be??
i couldn't decide. . . .
feel very useless somehow . . .

wonder is there anything interesting later at night ~~~

Tragedy of a Love VIctim

This morning when i woke up from sleep
i got a SMS from Jo bout Jack's gf(Ika, an indonesian girl)
it's about Jack's gf (Ika) which having another bf outside..
Jack is so obsess bout her until he could spend tons and tons of money on her and hvin so much loans which hvnt been cleared. . .
obviously the girl is messing him up badly
financially and mentally+physically
it's really a sad case bout it

asince the 1st day i saw the girl i don really feel she actually suit a guy like Jack which is easy going, hilarious and happy-go-lucky person. but somehow dunno for what reason she manage to attract him. . probably of that figure she got i guess
for me it simply NOT cool
haha
She used up alot of Jack's money on credit via airtime and items bought for her
actually there's some sensitive part of it which i couldn't reveal it to public bout their affair which i know
Due to that certain part of it, I do feel the love of this guy to that girl isnt really love
but it a RESPONSIBLE which he felt guilty about
It's kinda silly to know that he willing to trust that selfish gal than trust his friends around him which keen to advise him not to drop into that pit hole of spikes . . .
but he just ignored any thing bad bout her told by us. . .

Hopefully there will be enough evidence to proof the guilt of the gal upon the matter. . .

P.S : To~ Jack
if u ever c this blog, u will know that whateva i told u bout her was right bout her . .
by time u c this, u most probably blaming urself for been an idiot but no worry. . .
It's your first time after all. . . hope u will trust ur friend sometime
WISH u all the best in finding the perfect one and don hesitate to let us know
We will be the HAND to grab u up when u need it ^^

Wish All Couple Never Have another partner outside when u alrdy hv one
IT TOTALLY BITCH/BASTARD TO DO THAT
even u feel the fun for a short time
as time goes by u will be the one IGNORE and ABANDON by friends & your LOVED ONE(which truly love u)!!!

Since 2 days ago was Valentine's Day
Hope every couple did hv a enjoyable and remarkable day ^^