Hot and moody day

Today around 4a.m my mom depart to Macau to celebrate my Dad's bday on 19th Feb
leaving my sis for me to take care

i just slept for 5 hours then around 630 woke up and ready to fetch my sis to school
after fetching her to school, i return home and feel tired but yet couldn't sleep

i dunno what could i do during this time
feel like going out to meet some friend but no one was around. . .
feel like finding some stuff to do but yet nthg to do. . . .

Holiday this long really giving me a boring and moody feeling
why i couldn't enjoy my holiday ??

i very miss Jo Jo. . . but v couldn't meet often
when there's possible of meeting up. . she always doesn't wanted to
feel kinda sad bout it

anyhow all i could do was to respect her. . . .

Today weather is so hot that make my mood even worse . . .
sitting at home doing exercise watching movie . . . .
really kinda of boring with that hot weather

i wonder could i possible do what i wanted. . . .
how will my future be??
i couldn't decide. . . .
feel very useless somehow . . .

wonder is there anything interesting later at night ~~~