Sunday, September 11, 2011

11th September 2011

昨晚睡得不好,六点多才能睡。一起来心情也不是很好。心里觉得今天也不是一个好日子。
心情闷闷不乐,不能专心温习明天的考试。也没心情去做“阿塞门”。

Sometime life is just unfair,
I remember the promises u made with me 6 years back
You promise 4 years later u will open up and talk to her but in the end you never kept your promise
You never fulfill what you promised me yet tell me you are afraid to ask
5 years past, you reason was still the same
6 years later and also current year, finally I had been accepted and you finally open up
however not long later, We are apart in 2 different places.
Why can't you just tolerate and accompany me once in awhile?
Why do you love to lie to me?
Why can't you ever keep your promise?
Just because of your own selfishness, you can just dump me?
Do you think I'm a toy for you to mingle around with?

Have you ever consider how i felt?
You can left so easily and walked away as nothing ever happen
Your heart is cold as Blizzard and hard as granite!!

Just few word from your mouth, and my 6 years of waiting all went to drain?
My effort, my time, my future, my money and my everything went to waste just because of your one statement?

1 week later is my birthday! and this how you treat me?
Over the 6 years, ask yourself,
How many Valentine Days you been thru with me? ONCE!
How many time did you celebrate my birthday with me? ONCE!
How many time did you keep rejecting my outing invitation? MANY MANY TIME
How many time did you stay by my side when I'm in trouble?
How many time have u listen to what I'm saying and never talk back?

Have you ever thing you are over-doing it?

You and Your FRIEND!
Spoiled my life!

You care for your friend more then me
You care for your Facebook more then me
You care for your games more then me
You care for your studies more then me
You put me nearly below everything that possible be rated/ranked!

How many birthday party of your friends you attended in 6 years? Almost all of them if they have one
How many Outdoor Activities/Outing you went with them? Way more then with me
How many time you neglect me cause of them? Almost EVERYTIME!!
How many time you reject them? Almost Never!
How many time we quarrel because of time? Countless of time

You protect your friend more then you cherish me!
This is how selfish you are!!!

You ARE FOREVER SELFISH!!

All you care is your own happiness, and your EVERYTHING!

What about me? NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS

I'm THE MOST IDIOTIC FELLOW that always thinks "Hope is in TOMORROW" This is total bullshit statement! Hope is never there when YOU ARE SELFISH!!

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