I finally learn to let go
My mom told me that
"God is very smart in planning
probably u were too timid and control by her all this while
so let u hv a small rejection so u will stand stronger for future
she doesnt value ur heart
then make her regret she hurt you and rejecte your love
let ur future wife has the best love she can ever get
Make urself success in life and career
make ppl surrounding u admire you and cherish you
If she so inconsiderate to give you so much burden while you are already alone in oversea
that only show how much she doesn't love you
If a girl that love you, not only will support you yet wouldn't give you so much thing to trouble
I know you are sad, cry it all loud, talk to a friend, talk a walk to Gold Coast theme park or walk around Brisbane City. Don't do any work for the meantime. Take a break and move on"
After hearing this from my mom (which is also her birthday today),
I walked out to the balcony to sit
I cried out loud, shedding a lot of tears
The sky suddenly rain
The sound hidden my voice of sorrow
Is a scenery he wanted me to see that i have to stand strong and let past be past
Rain continues as i shed my tear.Then slowly my heart isn't pain anymore
I don't feel a thing
as if the wind blows away all the unwanted feeling i had
Finally i was able to buckled up myself
Just like i wrap up the tissue that wipe off my tears
and threw it off to indicate a new beginning of my life
My sacrifices for this love just flow away with the tears
Eye will never lies
Neither my mouth will
Because i live with honesty and dignity that i never do anything wrong this relationship
Only you love your friends and yourself more then you love me!
You shouldn't deserve me since 4 years ago!!
You ought to said was my wrong
neither i will argue with that
But the truth only GOD will know
GOD will know what you did to me
If there's GOD in this world,
He will know what he plan and he knew what you did
This envelopes you gave me when i left Malaysia,
If you ever remember what you wrote in the photos
This envelope will be sealed forever like my love for you
I never doubt my loyalty to you
My love for you was true
The only heart been changing was YOURS!
You should knew you lied to me about all of it!
You never kept your word and promises to me
I will never regret what i did today
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